blue is anything but a sexy color HAHAHA

2010-01-04T22:03:00.001+08:00

The water is warm,
but its sending me shivers.
A baby is born,
crying out for attention.
Memories fade,
like looking through a fogged mirror
Decisions to decisions are made and not bought
But I thought,
this wouldn't hurt a lot.
I guess not.

Control yourself.
Take only what you need from it.
A family of trees wantin',
To be haunted.

Kids; MGMT

2009-12-14T21:00:00.011+08:00

First,
there will be a lot to read.

1) I went to China and the States the front part of the holiday, just came back on wednesday.
well, for US, most of the time was mostly spent at Las Vegas.
As for China, it was my first time there and it was with a tour group, also a first time for me.
well, lets talk about China first (:

China
2) I touched down at Shanghai, so the tour is mostly at that area ( but we also sat on coaches and travel to other parts of china, around Shanghai, which names i am not sure of )...
I am not sure but... is going to Shanghai a good choice if you want to leave China with a good impression? ( considering it is the first time i am there )
Is Beijing a better choice?
yeah.. because the first thing i noticed was the grayness of the area.
unbeatable air pollution.......
but after a few days, you get the hang of things.
the places we visited were interesting... in good ways, but also not so good ways.
There was one "attraction", along with two events that stood out for me.

3) This "attraction" was a jade shop/museum.
They show you old jade stuff, then there's a shop after the tour where you can buy stuff.
it should be the case that more time is spent on the tour, and less on the buying stuff right?
in this case, only about a quarter of the time was spent on the tour while the other three quarters were spent on the latter.
this isn't really a complaint as the interesting part of this "attraction" falls under the buying of stuff part.

in my tour there was a malay family.
father, mother and two sons.

back to the story, the mother of the family and my mother were looking at these jade rings.
they were bargaining.
the price that was given to us was 1700 china dollars ( ren ming bi )
my mother didn't really talk much, it was the malay mother and her husband who did most of the bargaining.
them being malay, and the sales person being chinese....
this was when the interesting part of this part of the tour began.

to make things better, the malay man is quite a joker.
even when the chinese sales person was speaking quite decent english and making hand gestures, he chose to pretend to not understand.
taking an example from actual reality...

after quite some time, the price was bargained to about 1000 china dollars.
1700 to 1000, a seemingly, very good bargain? but the story doesn't end here...
at this point ( 1000 china dollars ), the salespeople were quite stubborn and didn't lower the price any lower.
so instead of bargaining price wise, "we" wanted a buy one free one deal.
"we" were aiming for getting the ring at 400 china dollars each.

so the salespeople countered by saying:
" you buy three ( did a 3 fingers hand gesture ) rings, we give you special price of three thousand ( did a 3 fingers hand gesture ) "
the malay man chose to interpret as:
" ( looks at 3 fingers hand gesture of salesperson ) ( chose to ignore her english and the second half of her sentence ) (did a 3 fingers hand gesture) ( looks at his own 3 fingers hand gesture ) Buy one ring at $1000, free three rings? DEAL "

the poor salespeople...
after 10 minutes, neither refuse to budge and "we" eventually gave up.
AND THEN..
after a while, *walk here and there, look at other stuff, etc etc*
i met with the malay mother again and I noticed she had the ring around her finger.
she then told me she bought it at 400 china dollars and asked if my mother still wanted to buy one.
afterwhich, she explained to me that while she was in the TOILET, the salesperson/people went to look for her and told her she can buy it at 400.

From 1700 to 400 china dollars....
and to clinch a "deal" in the toilet.
hahahaha

while bargaining, the sales person said the ring was made of white gold, with the highest quality of jade on it and it being surrounded by little diamonds...
and at 400 china dollars?
liars ):

4) the first of other 2 events:

we were on a coach, on a highway, going to some other place from Shanghai.
the local tour guide was telling us...
because shanghai air is very polluted, and the air temperature is low, and the air temperature difference between morning and night is big,
fogs arise easily.
and when they do, and when it gets too serious, the highway closes ( unusable )
and so, very coincidentally... it happened that that day was a foggy day! (:
we were on the high way and about 20 metres in front of a highway exit when we met with the "jam".
the "jam" meaning all the cars in front stop, as they cant progress forward, and are just waiting to reverse and exit through a highway exit.
a highway exit, such as ours, that we, fortunately, happened to be near to.
after much rude honking and aggresive reverse driving, we got out through the exit.
and not once, do you notice a road sign to tell drivers behind to take not the highway is closed.
i guess the chinese in china love to see their fellow chinese get stuck in a useless "jam".
...very much like me...

after 20minutes...
we came to another halt.
this time its for good...
about 2 hours long.
so what did i do?
play cards with fellow tour people
nothing really interesting happened while playing.
Mostly played BigTwo/DaiDi with a recently married couple and a couple that have been married for 10 years.

well, not sure about other people...
but when playing cards,
i play differently among different groups of people.
to me, the joy/thrill/etc from playing cards come from the people more than winning the games.
for example, letting people teach you, then suddenly winning a lot of games due to "luck" and feeding off those people's reactions or,
just playing to make sure someone doesn't win and getting happiness from there.
Those are more fun than playing to win.

right?

but i do realise that if i play to win while not having any good cards,
and when it becomes very necessary to do risky moves, like breaking up pairs and fives or plainly, just hoping someone will not get suspicious and trump your card...
its usually better to play with guys.

For example, at one four person game in the coach.
I had the chance to play 2 single cards, last of which was an ace, thus leaving me with 11 cards.
i didn't have any twos.
However, i have a low value fullhouse and a jack four-of-a-kind.
hence if i win this round, i win it.
everybody passed... and all i had to do was wait for this last guy to pass, to win.
by the way, this guy is one half of the recently married couple.
he looks all set to pass...
however, his girlfriend ( wife actually but i like the word girlfriend more ), who was by his side, was looking at me suspiciously.
i looked blankly back at her.
she then started to advise her partner to play a two.
fortunately, he already had a plan for his "two" and was very reluctant to listen to his girlfriend.
after a while, he said "pass".
and i won the game,
and his girlfriend was saying " i told you so ",
and i smiled.

this string of events happen if things go my way,
but,
they usually don't.
or at least,
less often with females.

and because of this incident,
that is, the jam and the chance to play cards with fellow tour members for 2 hours ( the rest that i have mentioned above were mostly irrelevant )
we have little parties in different tour people's room for the nights in china.
which is why, i am very grateful for china for that "jam" and this is also the reason why the "jam" incident stood out for me.

because honestly, the shows in china hotels are f.o.c.
full of chinese/crap
not one bit of entertainment at night.

5) The second event.

I was on the plane back from Shanghai and there was a group of China tourists on board the plane as well.

They are really noisy,
they throw stuff to each other from one aisle to the other,
they eat really fast,
they eat everything ( plane food ),
they eat a lot ( plane food + brought in extra ),
they never sleep and,
they are never embarrassed.

States
7) When the plane touched down, i was sick for seven days.
which was close to half the time i spent there..
quite wasted.
i was mostly at Las Vegas,and also went around there to the Grand Canyon.
I also went to anaheim's disneyland.

8) I went to disneyland on a weekday.
despite that, it was really crowded because its thanksgiving weekend.
additionally, i was still sick on that day.
in fact, that day was when i had the highest temperature.

during lunch time, my father was buying stuff to eat.
like i said, it was really crowded, and proper seats were all taken up.
instead, i was seating on concrete bricks, you know... those that "borders" the plants and soil.
so was like 8 other people, and the "concrete bricks border" isn't really long.. about 10 metres.

there was a group of girls seating at one corner.
one of their friend, who had just bought her food, came over to find a place to seat.
if i remembered correctly, i made space for her and that was how the group noticed me.
how did i notice them noticing me?
well, after a while, and without meaning to, i overheard one of the girls saying "he looks really down."
...it should be because he is sick.

9)
on a side note, there were 2 things i noticed very prominently about the girls there,
1) everytime i hear a group of girls talking, its almost always about relationships.
like "she shouldn't have...", "they are cute together..." etc etc
2) girls there love to put makeup, know how to put makeup and put makeup at a very young age.
and i think their makeup makes them look more attractive, i.e. actually work.
a "must" among them is the eyeliner/shadow/"modifier", which i quite like.
there's also a No. 3), but it isn't really about girls specifically, so i will come to that later.

but anyway, after that incident, i took my temperature.
it was exactly 39 degrees.
the temperature for the days before that day was 37.8, 37.9 37.7... around 38 degrees.
thankfully, this temperature of 39 degrees was the highest the fever ever got to.
all in all, i finished 2 strips of panadol ( 3/4 per day, for seven days ).

10) on that day when i was in disneyland, i saw this girl that i quite like.
she has straight long hair, her hair was folded twice at one side of her head.
i have no idea how to properly describe her looks but i like it.
she was the only person i saw with her name printed on her shirt, C. Woodson.
it should be her name anyway.
and very coincidentally, i met with her ( and her big family ) three times at three different rides at three different times of the day.
i think its quite impressive? because the place is big and queues are really long and the place is like i said and will say again, really crowded.

**** After spending a whole day there, i only sat for 7 attractions, one time for each.
but there are tricks and cheats that i saw people taking advantage of to
1) either seat again or
2) cut the queue.
you can ask me for them if you plan to go there and really really really want to make the most use of your time and seat in as many rides as possible and as many times as possible

**** However, there was this once time when i met a young and hot couple 3 different times, in 3 different theme parks, on 3 different days.
sounds unbelievable but its true...
till now, i can still remember them ( faintly though ), sunglass dude and blonde with heels.
the country was either hong kong or australia, not sure... somewhere with 3 theme parks, and i think both countries have 3 theme parks ( at least ).

btw, it seems suspicious that i am using the number "3" so many times... but it is really the case ._.

i like her, but if i choose to like people based on looks alone, there are quite a bit of females there that i liked that day.
not that that is a bad thing...
the one thing that made her stood out for me though,
was that i know her name. haha
i am not sure if i can speak for her, but i think, THINK she likes me too.
she noticed me and there were like... signs.
BUT as things are, she lives in the states, while i live here.
aww so, it doesn't really matter.
but there's where her name come in handy, C.Woodson.
because, you can find everybody on facebook right?

11) on the whole, disneyland's rides there are not the thrilling scary type, for now anyway.
and even though i was sick, i enjoyed the people i met there.
there was this helpful and resourceful lady who was using an iPhone app to find out the waiting times for various rides,
a family who consists of an asian mother, american man and five little girls who was out together with their aunt ( the girls are really cute and there is one i really like whom i think will grow up to be really hot and smart ),
group of friends who were talking about relationships ( no surprise ), one of their friends being pregnant and who mistook me as someone they know ( there was a hot girl in here too, in her early twenties i think ) and
a really funny yet...melancholic comment a man made to a roadsweeper ( in view of the weather conditions there then ) as we are leaving the place.

there are more, but sadly, these are just about the few that stood out and that i can still remember.
i would love to talk more about them too, but loving to "something" doesn't really mean actually doing it.

12)
oh and 3) was that there were different groups of teenagers who were wearing pullovers with their school name.
what caught my attention though was that all of the pullovers share a common word "ASB" ( i hoped i remember this correctly )
i went back and checked.
http://www.answers.com/topic/asb-abbreviation-2

it should be either the "alternative spring break" or "associate student body" definition.
its quite cool because this either means that students can choose to have well... an alternative spring break and choose where to go,
or that they have student bodies that organize outings that are very likely to be paid by their schools.

13) As for Las Vegas...

there really isn't anything in particular that i wan to say..
its a really nice place and there's loads to do there.
most, if not all hotels there are very nice, inside and outside.
i only said most because, despite my time spent there, i didn't really manage to go to every hotel.
some hotels also have really nice 15min/30min/60min interval of free shows.

considering my age now, i didn't really have the chance to do something terribly sinful.
i only walked around, went to hotels, watched the shows i was talking about ^, went to little attractions ( wax museum and the rollercoaster stood out ) and watched a performance.

the performance i watched was "Ka"
i wanted to watch Penn and Teller..
but the hotel that was having it ( Rio Hotel ) was too far away..
and considering that shows start at 9.30 and end much later, it would be not too wise to go somewhere so far away.
in the end, i watched "Ka" at MGM Grand.
its a show by cirque du solei ( << not sure about the spelling ) it was eye-opening, in the wtf-why-are-they-doing-this way.
but there were really funny and cute moments. i liked the part with the "hand shadows" the most ><
partly because it was my first time seeing it ( as in professionally )

oh yes, while i was watching the show.
i met with two gals.
i was watching the show by myself anyway.
as in sitting to the right of me is a middle-aged couple ( that aren't my parents ) and to the right, the two gals i am going to talk about briefly.
so.. i am really by myself.
that's perhaps why they decided to talk to me..
i mean, do you talk to strangers of the opposite sex with their parents nearby?

anyway, they are both from miami.
they are friends.
one is in a blue dress and red dress.
the red dress girl is here with her mum, and the blue dress girl accompanied her here ( there )
and coincidentally, the blue dress girl is going to visit Singapore next year during summer.
very very cool.
but at the end of the day, we didn't exchange names.
as in, they don't know my name, nor did i know theirs.
i didn't offer to tell them mine, and its standard guys have to tell their names first to make girls comfortable about giving away their names??
but i was still slightly sick that day, so maybe talking less would be good for them.

14) oh, and you don't get stuff to boil water with in ANY hotels in vegas.
i was told it was because if you want drinkable water ( excluding tap water ), you to leave your hotel room and go buy them in a convenience store.
and when you leave your hotel to buy water, you see the tempting slot machines and poker card tables.
in this way, they earn $

15) i also watched a competitive poker game during one of the nights there ( on tv )
its true you know, smart people do play poker for a living.
there was this guy ( i forgot the name ) who finished in 2nd place in this competition.
the commentator was saying he had an ivy league education but decided to play poker professionally instead.
and he is damn lucky.
some guy was dealt a double ace, and slowly raised the pot till it he put "all in".
this ivy league guy didn't really have any good cards, but the two cards he had was in the club suit.
he thought the double ace guy was bluffing and also went "all in".
but in the end, the ivy league guy managed to win because 3 of the 5 cards on the table turned out to be clubs.
this happened while there were four guys left ( the fourth guy was knocked out )

ironically, when it was down to two guys ( ivy league guy and another guy ), the guy he lost to won because he had a double ace hand.

but it isn't that bad a career choice if you are good in it.
he won 1.9 million USD if I am not wrong ( for being 2nd )
the first guy won over 3 million and a gold bracelet.

16) i watched a repeat telecast of the finals of "The Amazing Race" when i came back Singapore.
it was in vegas!
and i was still at vegas on that actual day that they were carrying out the amazing race.
..but i didn't see them.

17) at my time on holiday, while i was queuing up for food.
a guy played "kids" on his phone.
damn, i love that song.
i first heard it while playing fifa 06 demo for xbox 360,
the one which you play as either Brazil or England against the other.
when i last saw the video on youtube for the song, the count was at 7 million,
now its at about 23 million.
also, i like the girl in the video, she's hot.
she looks hot with the face paint to me. ( her face shape... and eyes )
at that time, the comments for the video also happened to be about her and they mentioned there was a link of her picture at the author's video comments section.
i followed the link, and she looked even hotter there.

but many people don't really know about it ( the song ).
but i like it that way.
i like minorities more than majorities.
when too many people like something, i just have this urge not to like it.
and i don't like to copy/ follow people.
i like independent and original thinking.
i like the lesser known and the path less taken.

18) after i came back, i checked my mail.
i read those regarding psls.
and i was quite impressed by what they did.
there was this whole list of activities that were planned out ( quite detailed ), what was to be included in the package and especially for the "package" part, the extremely cheap price that they managed to get the items for.

the test runs were also quite enjoyable.
well, i am not sure what i did now but i knew it was not that bad...
what i do remember though was the fright night part of the camp.
i remembered because i felt guilty.
i felt guilty because i realised i shouldn't have been an ass and messed with the psls "stories"
afterall, they spent time creating them and it isn't really nice...

funny though, how strange things did indeed happen while it was my turn to test the fright night.
there was this station where my group was supposed to find a total of 3 stars in a scary toilet setting.
you are supposed to do the task one by one, with each person only allowed to take one star each.
in the end, our group found 4 stars.
the stationmasters seemed confused as they only remembered putting a total of 3 stars only.
hoho

so far, there has been only one instance that i felt a little afraid on this kind of "fright nights"
its walking on the corridor of the bio lab with the corridor lights turned off.
but this "afraid" i felt was for different reasons and not due to the haunted foetus story..
rather it was because the place is completely dark.

its so dark i can't see the path in front of me, with only an exit sign at the end of the corridor guiding me.
and so, i felt afraid because i was scared that i would just knock into a wall or trip over something, have a concussion and die.
something, like that.

19) however, it isn't so good to be so "ballsy",
for in movies, like the final destination franchise, being "ballsy" still means you die,
but in f.d., they all die anyway.
or like in paranormal activities, the guy was killed in the end.
i liked that show...
i felt very satisfied after watching it.
i liked the guy character a lot as well.
everytime there is supposed to be a scary part,
he will happen to be cursing and swearing.
and when these 3 factors come together in the scary scenes:
1) girl screaming
2) guy cursing
3) scary setting/music/etc

instead of feeling scared like the people should?,
i just... feel like laughing ):
eh, one to his/her own, i guess different people just have different reactions.

**** the scariest scary movie i have seen though, is The Texas Chainsaw Massacre (2006)
watched it while on a previous holiday.
quite...nice ^^

20) i don't know why people find there's a need to argue if leaders are born or made.
for arguments that go with the "made" side.
that is, leaders are nurtured and are not just born to be leaders.
but the fact is, leaders are born.
leaders are born into surroundings, surroundings which then groom them to be leaders.
leaders are born with the ability to process their life experiences properly and teach themselves well with them.
and leaders aren't made, because assuming that there's a style of teaching that has groomed one to be a leader, and assuming that leaders are made, then everybody who have been "taught" similarly would be a leader.
this isn't valid using your common-sensical instincts nor is it in reality.
i once thought that everybody thinks like me, but i have grown to understand that it isn't really the case.
for good and for bad.

to me, the one thing that leaders are more than the rest of the people is that they are more able in influencing others.

21) resorts sentosa

i went for a concert at resorts world sentosa.
complimentary tickets.
nothing much to say...
... but the parking lot for the casino that will be coming up?
damn nice.
the pillars are very symmetrical like ( like neatly planted trees )
largely noticed it due to the fact that the carpark was mostly empty ( relatively, cause there were at least 200 cars parked. in other words, the parking lot is huge ).
this is something new i found out i like ^^

other than that, the thing i liked most about the concert was that the workers/ushers/organizers clapped non-stop as i left the place >.>

honestly though, i think the universal studios? ( it looks more like disneyland now that they have built a castle thing ) park that's supposed to be built will turn out great.

22) Christmas and X'mas means the same thing right?
Hence, Christ and X can be used interchangeably if you want to mean the same thing ( i.e. Chirstmas )
hence, xxx really means ChristChristChrist....in "Christmas terms"
and vice-versa, ChristChristChrist, if you use this word, really means xxx... in "Christmas terms"

lame, but useful, because i am filling space and lengthening this post even more.

somehwere above, i mentioned i went disneyland.
the day i went disneyland though, there was no fireworks ( weather problem )
instead they played Christmas songs, and there was a very nice Christmas feel to the place.. quite magical.

23) People do understand that people change right?
definitely, i will.
and anyway, i don't like things the same.
something being "same", no matter what, no matter how, will become boring after a certain period of time.

i understand it as..
people, no matter when, will have some kind of expectations.
if they achieve these expectations, they don't stop there, because nobody is truly satisfied with what they have.
instead they have new expectations.
and so they aim differently now, instead of aiming North, they may be going West.

or Case 2), they don't meet their expectations.
as a result, they lower their expectations or very simply, concentrate on something else.
this still means they change their expectations.
instead of going North, they are going North-East, or somewhere much more different, South.

24) i am a routine guy.

i like routines, very very much.
i like to create and follow them.
i like to do things over and over again, and in a particular order.
i feel comfortable doing things according to routine.
little things always occur that keep me interested to continue my routines.

what is frustrating though, is something idiotic to pop up and just break this routine.
but its no excuse if you are lazy to start the routine again.
this year, i want something badly, and have thought of a new routine.
and this year would also be all about myself.
i want to shut out everything out.
i think i do best if i don't have anyone observing and expecting something of me.
i dislike that feeling of knowing that.

i will start next week, after this psl camp.
my brain is quite good at repeating sleeping patterns.
the friday after i came back from holiday, i had this really bad food poisoning thing.
i had fever for 2 days and a really bad stomach for another 2 days.
i.e., i have to wake up in the middle of the night ( twice ) cause i just feel like shitting all of a sudden -.-
the week after i recovered, i continued to wake up twice every night ( for no reason ), until i went for the psl dry run thing.
and yesterday ( 3/1/10 ), i didn't turn in very late, but i couldn't sleep properly.
the last i checked the clock for the time, it showed 2.30.
and i had to go to school by 6.30 today ( 4/1/10 ) .
so i am majorly fucked up now.

however, there's a cure: school camps
because i can never really sleep properly in camps, i come back dead tired, and all i have to do is choose the correct time to sleep...
and hopefully, the sleeping pattern stays.

25) this post was really long right?
its supposed to be longer, but its weird how when you click the "save to draft" button, sometimes, the button doesn't really do as it says.
yeah, this was supposed to be more....

and though it says it is posted on the 14/12,
i really finished it on 4/01/10.
and unless i am wrong, 14/12 is a sunday and i actually planned to write and complete this on the friday 2 days before that day.
however, i procrastinated 2 days to sunday.
and another 3 weeks/ ayear before finally posting this.
the silver lining though is that if i did finish this post on that day, this post would be much shorter as the "inspiration" for some of the posted stuff here came in that 3 weeks procrastination time span.

i felt that i have to properly close this blog, which is why i did this post.
not so nice to leave things hanging..
even though that habit is not rare with me, but i am looking forward to changing that.

even so, i would prefer to delete the blog after posting this last post,
however, i think its possible i can just put a permission thing to this blog, thereby not allowing anyone to read this blog other than me ( if i even want to read what i typed in the first place )
afterall, its important to keep memories right?
but so far, i haven't read any thing i have written before just to refresh my memory.
do you people who blog do that?

not only that, i am quite sure my purpose of blogging is different.
to me, my "blog", its really "just anyhow saying what i feel like".
its not really a diary thing,
nor is it a comments things where it is expected of anyone to comment.
which is why i don't bother seeing my previous posts, nor check the text box thing after a while ( is the textbox thing still there? )

it is just something you are supposed to read, and think about ( if you can find anything to think about ) and then forget ( or choose to remember ).

hope this explains loads.

Happy New Year.

dang, i miss red and blue dress girl and C.Woodson
:O

2009-06-26T21:46:00.002+08:00

met a girl and her "mother" ( i think ) on sunday, in a lift.
during the ride, the mother was saying something about riverlife church and four people getting sick.
when they exited the lift, both of them went straight to an ambulance.
it was grey in colour.

it was a very eyebrow raising incident.
and since i just came back the previous day, i did not really understood what she said.
till i heard the news on the radio later that the church was one of two clusters with swine flu locally.
!!
good thing the girl was quiet the whole time she was in the lift,
despite her mothers incessant chattering.
then again if the "mother" is really her mother,
she would most probaly catch it,
and she could have done all the spreading of the virus herself when she open and close her mouth.
!!

but even before that incident,
when i woke up on sunday morning i had a bloody headache and felt a little warm.
temp was 37.1
took 2 panadols throughout the day.
but the temp still remained the same.
had the same bloody headache throughout the day too.
i know its not really fever but this reading comes from a thermometer that takes my average temp to be 35.5 to 36.0 degress.
and i have most of the other symptons since then.
blocked nose, muscle aches, headache, cough
but i have most of these any other day -.-

there were also three weird stuff that kinda happened to my body,
though they are slightly ( if not very, but still... ) irrelevant if i were to have "scary fly"

>>> on tuesday had some kind of itchy rash around both eyes.
lasted approx 1 hour?
>>> and thursday..
when i was biting a cracker thing.
my lower jaw pushed it upwards and into a gap between a new adult teeth and a milk teeth ( at the upper row of teeth )
felt numbingly weird.
used my finger to touch around the area and there was blood.
but i managed to flick the cracker from that "hole" it was stuck there with my tongue after a few frustrating minutes.
>>> and the nights following and including monday's night, after i sleep,
i will wake up in the middle of the night EXATCLY ONCE,
( wake up as in being conscious, knowing i am mentally awake, though i purposefully keep my eyes shut )
then go back to sleep peacefully.
though it was a little different today ( thurday's night )
cause the average length of the waking up thing is about 5-10 minutes ( estimate )
but this was at least 30min - 1hr.

funny how i am sharing all these here...
though the point is i know something is wrong with my body.
esp when i exert myself, i will feel warm and get a little headache.
though i hope that its just dehydration...

but on the whole so far, i am rather certain that i don't have "scary fly".
though lets see..
my father comes back from thailand on next tuesday/wednesday.
and then he will leave for japan.
both are on the list of infected countries, according to MOH.
whew.
but honestly, i feel "scary fly" is too over-rated ( i.e. not that deadly ).
that and the fact that it is like a disaster is somewhat a good thing.
cause you see, disasters simply make humans more united.
or at least it brings out the selfish survival instinct of people of not wanting to be affected.
but to really protect themselves, they must also make sure the people they surround themselves with don't have it too.
this results in more care and concern for people among them.

then there is another type of disaster that brings people together.
for example, Michael Jackson dying.
but this is different.
because instead of appealing to the survival instinct of the brain in people.
it appeals to the heart instead.

songs that i really like and will remember have to be 1) classic 2) powerful 3) beautiful 4) clever
unfortunatetly, most songs today don't really fall in either.
but most of what i heard from him is.
his death is and will be a very influential one.

and just before i stop,
the last third of the school term is coming and its going to be hell.
i don't think i am very prepared also. to say the least.
and AYG is starting to hit full swing.
s'pore atheletes good luck!
have a good night everyone.

Do you remember
Back in the spring
Every morning birds would sing
Do you remember
Those special times
They'll just go on and on
In the back of my mind

2009-03-27T21:55:00.002+08:00

earth hour tomorrow 8.30 - 9.30.

2009-02-07T21:39:00.002+08:00

i lost a molar teeth yesterday.
i was playing with it using my tongue during math yesterday.
( it was shaky to begin with )
my tongue pushed it too far right that it was uncomfortable.
and i can't push it back with my tongue,
so i used my hands to try to "right" it.

and it came out.

i raised my hand to tell the rambling teacher what had happened.
and the whole class started laughing.
i have no idea why??!!
but it was good timing - because i had to pee really badly then. ( really.. )
and i doubt the teacher would have allowed me to go to the toilet.

tired and i think i am a little sick.
have to take a panadol before i sleep.
sighhhhhh

2009-02-05T21:48:00.002+08:00

the previous post was nonsense.

when i got back home today,
i was asked if i played truant.
i.e. skipped school.
apparently, my form teacher ( english teacher ) called and asked my mother why i skipped school today.
actually, she called my father first then she called my mother.
the latter was necessary cause my father is overseas ( china, i think ).
to ask him ( and her ) why i skipped school today.
the weird thing about this was: i WENT to school!!
she taught me the first period, and even asked my favour to help her get something during recess.
she's crazy -.-
..or maybe just blur,
because 7 people were absent today and she called the wrong guy.
though i take pride at the fact that i had probably cost her more than the other guys who were actually absent
and she asked us to do a 300word essay about " which came first, egg or chicken? "
._.

the following passage was written by my friend on his rough paper during math:
" What What the hell, are you nut.
What the hell, are you nut?
What are you saying
Wh What are you saying?
What are you saying? "

i asked him why he wrote that.
he replied " i saw you hold your pen and write your way. so i tried holding the pen like you and write words. but i cant! *pause* i really can't write holding a pen the way you do!!! ( exclaims )"

people use the above passage to practise writing styles?
crazy?
the fact that i am his seating partner might explain a lot...?

hahahaha

2009-02-04T21:15:00.004+08:00

the last post was rubbish.
i couldn't think properly when i typed.
ignore it.

9 people were absent from my class today,
at least its only a 50% increase from the 6 that were absent yesterday,
else a 100% increase ( 12 people ) could start to get a little worrying.

i think i am freaking crazy.

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2009-02-01T21:55:00.003+08:00

went for a peranakan dinner yesterday.
it was at my father's friends house.
there were quite a number of other families there too.
the food was quite nice.
my father's friend is a female ( colleague also ).
her husband died 2-3 years ago.
and she has 3 children, not that old ( i.e. young ).
quite sad.
they all have nice names though.
natalie( i think >< ), carmen and jeremias.
the two girls were wearing peranakan clothes, looked very graceful/pretty.
natalie, the small one, is especially cute.
jeremias, a guy likes to play soccer.
and carmen can paint ( parent told me she learnt from taiwan ) quite nicely.
*etc*
*etc*
*etc*
and i reached home at 11pm.

okay school tomorrow.

2009-01-27T22:12:00.002+08:00

Happy OX Year!

enjoyable holiday.
i like people telling me "stories" :DD
ate a lot also.
dec-jan/feb are the months when you stock up.
dec ( esp the end ) when you get rid of all the vouchers.
i was alternating buffet and restaurants for five continuous days during mid-end dec last year,
and then you get a few dinners for the new year and the chinese one as well.
x)

and, uh, one last "takeaway" from my holiday?
i find mixed/crossed-blood females to be really pretty ><
haha

completing a chinese compo now.. ):

2009-01-19T21:56:00.003+08:00

I lost a previous classmate ( 1J/2J ) today.
he is named Cao Yuan Chi.
he died from a rare strain of acute leukemia.
i was shocked when i heard the news announced today.
because i now have a classmate that had leukemia [ though said he had fully recovered ( frederick ) ]
and i didn't know yuanchi had leukemia.
so it was very...
like my new classmate died??!
and when they said the actual name, i felt what?!how?!

he is a nice guy;
he is hardworking; usually hears him talk about schoolwork e.g. geog, french, MoV
like to do his own notes and don't mind sharing/giving/photocopy for class.
he likes his cca; the more current one being boys brigade, see him doing the /marching/salute thing with shengyi, and wanting to get "promoted"

to round it off a little light-heartedly, he is young, a hot blooded male virgin, a nice friend and a classic student.
really sad that he died so young.

losing a classmate is something you will never forget, better not to experience and hope will never happen.
nothing for granted.
though this kind of things don't happen so commonly, may this be a lesson learnt from others than wait to be taught firsthand.

may he rest in peace;
your friends and loved ones.

there comes a point that every bird has to fly,
at some point every rose has to die.

together we cry-ry-ry

2009-01-18T21:49:00.002+08:00

just finished my chinese homework.

been a nice week.
i saw the kiwi cup on friday. ( after stupid cca )
ri lost ):
i sat at the stadium steps to watch at first.
then i realized i don't see much and felt like going back.
so i walked around the canteen for a while.
then i went to the astroturf to watch some st andrew's kids play.
they were so cute and funny.
they were throwing a marble back and forth.
and there was also one guy commenting dramatically when someone makes a catch.
one of the guy randomly commented while playing: " eh raffles rugby also quite good "
so nice.
if only older ones feel that way too.
i never get dumb comments like "acsi/hci/other school sucks"
senseless hating because what you hate is them being better than you.
if not why don't you hate another school that is worse than you for similar reason.
and like you know everybody in that school have the stereotype the school has.
better time spent on improving yourself.

after watching for a while, i went back to sit at the end of the rugby field closest to the softball diamond.
better view and atmosphere.
there were a lot of alumni there too.
including saint andrew's
one of the saint andrew's alumni talked to me.
when saints scored a try to equalise ri's one previously.
it was a friendly exchange ^^
another saint's fan "WOOHOO-ed" that time too.
even though its a little crazy because he is the only one as the people surrounding him are raffles.
quite funny.
ri could have won in the last 15 seconds.
i was sitting in front of them and they had 1m to go to reach the tryline.
the ball bounced, a guy anticipated wrongly and missed, it bounced again, and another guy anitcipated wrongly.
ahh it was so close.

nice windy weather these few days,
since last week's friday actually (:

i think i will just publish the post on the teachers i had i did halfway yesterday, after this.
typed it.
then was too lazy too edit and pressed "save now" and watched tv and sleep.
x)

chinese new year coming.
the holidays! heh
feel like going back nanyang, should i?
hmm

goodnight!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mUZrrbgCdYc

2009-01-17T21:48:00.004+08:00

MY TEACHERS

all of my teachers seem quite nice.
all the science teachers are the "older, lenient" type.
the math teacher is new and is soft spoken.

the english teacher is the "nice type" but is also the "unexplainable" type. we got a "strike 3" all of a sudden and had to do 40 pushups at the bottom of sr-block. its supposed to be "strike 1"then "strike 2" then 3 but don't recall hearing her saying either of those...maybe that was the problem, but still..very mysterious.

the social studies teacher is quite funny. he "threatened" an indian classmate who wore a jacket with a chelsea logo. took the classlist and marked him. a fellow classmate who then assumed the teacher was a man-united fan exclaimed " sir sir, you are a man-u fan also ar. yeah man-u Rocks man! " hence, the teacher asked the class if there are any more man-u fans. some others put up their hands. then he took down all their names and said he was a liverpool fan actually. following that, he asked who was a liverpool fan. and i think i raised my hand ( the only one ). he also marked me down. but unlike the others, after he did that, he asked me " what gpa do you want this year? *replied: uh..what.. um..4.0?* do you want to go to the project room or library to rest? or another recess at the canteen? "
hahaha (x
but it actually mattered.
because the next lesson we had, when he was asking questions that nobody will volunteer, he picked on the chelsea/man-u fan to answer them.
i am not really a fan actually.
but i like liverpool..for some reason(s).
it just clicks to do so...the x-factor it has that other teams don't.
never even watched any of their matches actually.
weird eh?

the cle teacher is the same as the physics teacher.
the first cle lesson was really funny and wrong.
he questioned the class what the hot news are currently.
then you get uninteresting answers like obama and financial crisis...
and he surprised me and many others when he wrote "zhang ziyi going topless on the beach"
firstly, am surprised because i didn't know anything about that ( was at obs ).
secondly, what a topic!!
thirdly, because it sounds wrong and during cle?
the champion comment from that discussion was " i feel it is wrong because if she wants to be topless, she should not stop halfway; the bottom has to go off too. "

the philo teacher is an african-american and really dramatic.
mr raphael..nice name.

the pe teacher.. no comments.
the only thing i heard from him is asking us to do 2.4km run,
and to approach him and tell him the reason when you don't wear proper pe attire.
how do you comment those?

the geog teacher...nice?

the chinese teacher..is relieved by "hu lei" for the week.
and "hu lei" talks quite fast = half the time i can't understand.

2009-01-10T21:53:00.002+08:00

sooo...

obs was okay/good.

i lost about 250-300 bucks there.
i lost a pair of sneakers ( $98 ) and broke my specs ( $160 ). ( one of the lenses broke into half )
losing both of them was quite bad because...
i wore the sneakers about 20 times ( 1 month ) only?
it was quite new..
but at least i still have 2 more pairs at home.
unlike the specs.
had to make a new one today, $198 exactly.
there's a nice interesting story behind it too!
i.e. i broke it from sleeping and being nice.
cause i have this indian friend as my tentmate
named chinna, pronounced cheena ( rather cute and hot name for an indian, to me o.o )
and he's quite particular about me turning to him or/and making any kind of noise when i sleep.
and when i do so.. he will elbow and hit me.
so during the last night ( thursday ) before the day we are off..
i put my specs in the pocket ( mistake )
and in the middle of the night the pokes and elbows got really irritating and pain.
like:
sleep > face him > get elbowed > turn away > sleep > somehow will turn to him > get elbowed > turn away.
and repeat.
in the morning i found it broken.
>:|
don't really blame him..
as in not totally blame him, but of course i still blame him.
for fun mostly. ><
since i snapped out of mourning 10mins after waking up and finding it broke.
*after i psyched myself to accept the trouble which i ( and him ) caused myself .
can't do much to change what happened.
he's a cute and nice guy anyway.
the chatty, small, singaporean type of indian.
there was another indian in my watch.
this is a different kind.
he is the heavily accented, serious and very indiany-indian kind.
i like that type as much too (:
many stories related to him also but i want to keep this part short and move on to others.

so my watch was "dhanabalan", camp 1.
camp 1 is the better camp, i am told.
anyway my instructor is iskandar, asked to be called charlie.
best instructor out there?
firstly, he's a rafflesian. coincidentally, he has the same batch song as my batch too.
lastly, he's humorous, has bad spelling, guides us proper yet lenient, teach us games that aren't lame and overtaught, tells us stories ( ubin-related and own life ) and cooked a nice apple crumble for us.
seriously, he's really good. better wish you get him.

as for my watch, its really good too.
i don't want to say "best" since that's what everyone will say but outrageously, is always a lie.
we have a nice name ( this reason is good and long enough to beat others but i will list.. )
we bicker almost too much ( very close )
we have everybody ( indonesian, vietnam, indian, chinese, malay, assholes, racists, genius, leukemia survivor )
we win too easily ( 15mins before finale, we came out with a cheer and coloured our flag which is actually really good and won, by an obvious margin to eveyone there in camp 1 )
our instructor.
and we for ourselves.

as for what obs is.
my watch did this,
day 1: ice-breakers, learnt camping stuff
day 2: learnt to kayak, statrted land expedition ( hiked ) to random campsite (1)
day 3: from random campsite (1), kayaked half of ubin to random ccmapsite (2), night walk around ubin village
day 4: hiked ubin back to campsite 1, climing activities
day 5: pack and finale
watches differ in activities.
for example, my firends told me some kayak to pasir ris park.
and bought chicken wings to eat.
how? i don't know. what that is? it is unfair and illegal ]:<

at the end of most days, you will have a sharing session.
what you learnt, overcame etc..
for me, honestly i didn't learnt much.
most stuff i did before.
the activities weren't that tiring and scary to me.
done much worse.
was racing with my navigator friend during the kayak seesion and timing who's faster with the better ones across the ropes in the climbing activity.
mostly provided comic relief during reflection periods...
only stuff i conceded i gained were more friends and stories about others.
for example, the current rgs principal was the vice prinicpal to temasek jc and was made to stand on her lexus suv and sing the school song on her first day.
learnt from: the rjc prinicipal who is ri's prinicipal now who was the principal to temasek jc when whom the above was vice principal to then. ( long sentence )

i also got a cut on the corner of my left eye ( from the corner of the oar swung by my kayak partner ) and insect bites ( which means your blood is desirable ). i lost what was mentioned in the first paragraph and my purple toenail i got at mid-november.
( another story(/ies) but basically the "purple" is dried blood between the toe and the nail )

my tips for obs is to be useful, not act clever, work together,
get as much sleep and food as possible everyday,
bring money for equipment you will lose and have to pay,
and hope it doesnt rain for five days.

i wish future schools a very good obs.
good night.

jumping jives stay alive,
cause Dhanabalan's here to stay.
ah-woo! woo! woo! woo!
ah-woo! woo! woo! woo!

2009-01-02T22:08:00.002+08:00

today is the first day of school.
er.
i have a new class.
they look very serious when they talk... ( REALLY!, i mean...considering what they are talking about )
ESPECIALLY for self-introduction O.O
try imagining what i experienced:

talk about 2 things you are proud of and 2 you regretted;
A: ...one of the things i regretted is that i fought with my friend B last year because i did not know he will be in my class this year.

X: i really regretted not visiting the old western store more because ...*talks about how the western stores afterwards really really suck* & *talks about how the old western store is ( was ) like the ultimate food store*

also, some guy named, eldois.
after he talked what was required,
suddenly started on:
" ya and don't ask me about my name cause it is very illogical and its because my mother cannot think of anything and randomly created it. "
and stopped there.
HUH?!

other than that,
i also really enjoyed the video shown today too.
many treasures in that one...
so many things a lot of people can/have yet to learn from..
laughing everytime, cherish what happened in a day, treasure those little things, see the good in people and enjoy them for what they are, get over the competing-you-win-and-someone-have-to-lose attitude of people...
all of these are good and true.
and i know.. because i do.
it was really nice, though a little uncomfortable, knowing someone feels so similarly also.

just feel like adding one of the many things i have observed and learnt but rarely let up;
one of the strongest abilities of the human mind,
is to spot fault.
and most of the time,
the "fault" is what that person really hates and worries him/herself to ( ever ) have.

haha anyway i wish all a very HAPPY NEW YEAR!
^^
i hope for everyone to be a nicer and more open-minded person.
good luck for everyone in whatever they hope to achieve.

2008-12-25T23:32:00.003+08:00

hahahahahhahahaha

the hottest dance move is the one in which you do this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eBDEN5AFmWU

eh sorry i can't find a better video to show what i mean.
but i hope you get what i mean.
i doubt i can get a better one.
i mean this dance doesn't have a particular name in which u can search for,
right?!
got reminded of this dance today.
LOVE!!! IT
>:p

might be away till sunday
( cause father came back yesterday's night. )
though i think i will make use of the time to read the chinese books.
i haven't done anything related to them that i am supposed to...
setting a shitty example for myself
...

though the above isn't really important in the list of what i have to complete ( at least try. ) by '09.
secret-list-no-one-knows-about-but-me :D
which would most probably be just another secret-list in the list-of-secret-lists.
and so on.
i think i am making fun of myself while confusing you to death ><

ok thats all.

j-j-jaded.
my my baby baby blue.

2008-12-24T23:12:00.003+08:00

Merry Christmas

...a christmas card from me to all [:

2008-12-04T22:49:00.001+08:00

i actually wrote this on saturday..
:o
its for what happened on thursday.
though my memory isn't that good....
):

um.
today was the first time i was asked a personal question by a shopkeeper.
after cca,
i went to pastamania.
for soup and garlic bread x)
its a routine thing, like coffee/tea-break.
characters: person A, person B
person B recognized me.
person B whispers something to person A.
i ordered from person A.
when i was paying person A asked me
" do you live around here? "
" uhh. no? "
" nothing, because *glances at person B * she said she saw you yesterday "

ahh, there's another one to awkward and ( crudely put, ) useless questions.
as in,
eating somewhere doesn't have to do with you live around somewhere.
right?
and so what if i live nearby? o.o

after that i rushed back home to change and went to see a concert.
childaid'08, concert of talented kids performing.
it was at NUS centre of the arts.
there was a pre-concert thing there when i arrived.
then,
i saw thia shan zi!
the ex head prefect.
he said he was going to be one of the emcees.
wah. coincidence much.
the other emcee was a 11 yr old girl.
she hosted "the little runway at the singapore fashion festival 2008" and performed in "the king and i " "chitty chitty bang bang" and "the dim sum dollies".
( any quoted information you see is from a book that was given )
i did not know shan zi was er..
so good?
can't think of a better word ><
but i didn't really hear what he was saying after that,
had this vip sticker that grants me access to the buffet upstairs and i did just that ^^

the show was quite nice.
i saw a fair share of dancers, singers, violinist, pianists and drummers.
dancers was just..
dancing actually, nothing reallyyy good.
one of the pianists that was featured was damn good,
his fingers were so fast!
aristo sham 12, from hong kong.
yahoo/google him, the achievements in the booklet would take up too much space if listed here.
and.. violinists..
gabriel ng wasn't there..?
pity, i never saw him perform you know..
..
but there was a gabriel lim.
he is acsi.
he performed with a rgs girl.
she's ( selina tang ) 14, sec 2 this year.
o.o
i liked the black dress she was wearing.

the singers were yayahoooowowwww!
songs sang were the remedy, because of you and better world.
niceeee
one of them was julia roman abueva.
she was mentioned by Oprah and sang in 2005 sea games.
and yeah, enjoyed the singers.

drummers= fun cool cute professional wicked.
young also, being 6, 8, 9, 10.
one of them above has an album already.
and a 13 yr old and his father.

i would really like to elaborate above ( esp the last parts ) but sorry.
its getting late ):
just think of something you are wowed by and you would have felt what i felt.
just google childaid'08 if you want to know more :D

but i want to add this last point..
i find it amazingly stupid of people to think they are better than someone.
is elitist the appropriate term used in this type of cases?
there's always someone better in whatever you think you are so superior at.
examples being above and very oftenly, people around you.
the difference being them and you, and you and that other someone is arrogance/humility.

2008-11-29T22:25:00.002+08:00

oh yeah.
i had a camp that ended on thursday.
umm i dont think i want to post about it?
it was quite fun and ny though.

learned about nicole tan also.
she reminds me of me, in a certain way, from what i learned from others and observed of her :/
oh she's just a teacher.
the one people were lusting over haha
heard stories of how the theme above was shown, hilarious 8)
i agree she's attractive ;)
but..
hmm..
nevermind (:

ANYWAY,
i'm in 3D.
only one from 2j in 3D o.0
triple science geog course anyway.
i know who will be in my class next year.
as in...
there will be 29/30 people, 3/4 among them would be foreign scholars.
all are strangers, somewhat.
as in maybe i know them, but as a friend's friend.
8 people from 2j ended up in 3k btw.
and i know all these because of the notice board outside the general office.
go see that when you are curious and happen to be at school.
^^

oh and different course doesn't mean different class.
cause the 8 guys from 2j in 3k..
a mix of triple science geog, trip science hist and trip science lit.
they are daniel tan, brandon, gerard, xinming, nol, yuanchi and 2 more. ( not sure if i rmbed correctly )
can't remember.
sorry sorry ._."

should be another varied interesting class for me,
from what i recognize of the people in there.

nite.

do you hear me,
talking to you
across the water, across the
deep
blue
ocean under the open sky.
oh my,
baby i'm trying.

2008-11-23T21:31:00.001+08:00

was at jacuzzi pool sometime in the past 1 week but didnt feel like posting.

i was sitting in front of one bubble thing,
then came a pair of small boys.
about 3 to 4 years old?
didn't actually notice them..
until one of them pulled and pushed me away from the bubble and into the water.
o.0
then he sat where i was and laughed at me.
i was amused.

so i went to the next free bubble thing,
which happened to be next to where the little king was sitting.
i sat peacefully for a while.
until he turned and starting pinching and laughing and telling me i am a bad guy.
hahaha
but i didnt really um feel anything ( he is small >< )
i think he noticed that bad guys aren't supposed to smile when u attack them also,
hence...
he started to crawl onto my shoulders until he was grabbing and hanging at my neck.
then he gave me a punch at my right cheek.
*soft ouch*
it was my first punch to my cheek in my life.

afterthat it got really scary...
cos i was really scared he will fall off!!
so i started bending here and there to support him on me.
but he fell off anyway. oh well.
the pool wasn't deep but he was quite small..
in the end he paddled away to safety.
his fren, who was looking and adding a few shouts of "die bad guy" during the episode,
went to help and console his fren.
who was crying ( i forgot to mention )
then he came to me ( i was back sitting in front of a bubblething )
and gave me a big pinch at my thigh.
ouch.
then he gave me a teary eyed look and said
" don't do that again "

!!!
damn, he was so convincing that i would have believed him.
if i had not been the victim.
haha cute kids.
and for that reason also, i quickly left the pool just in case someone comes and kill me.
oh and when i stood up to leave, a female was staring at me.
not sure because she was wearing sunglasses, but she was definitely, at least, looking my way.
she looked pretty.
but it kind of scared me cause i thought she was the childrens' mother,
but her belly and the flirty way she moved betrayed her, doesn't seem as if it was one of a mother's.
the fact that she hurriedly left the pool among a few "bad woman" shouts after a while confirmed it.

haha i also met another small kid who,
when he was sitting in front of the bubble thing,
shouted " IT'S GIVING ME A BUTT SCRATCH BABYYY "

HAHAHAHAH

oh and all of the characters mentioned were eurasians/americans.
asians aren't really that friendly and outgoing.
):

2008-10-29T22:50:00.002+08:00

eoy results.

geog, chinese, science, math, history english.
the order in which i got back.

so my worst out of them was math and science.
i did real bad, it gives me a heartache to see them.
a bit of history about me, um..
for p1-3 my grades were 100% for eng, sci and math. about 95-98 for chinese.
i was quite hardworking then, i think.
sorry i move on fast and can't remember stuff easily.
though i don't choose to remember stuff.
for me, its: "what's done, done. either restart something again or a new start somewhere else, don't drag a fake continue "
can't stand it when people drag the past ._.

back to topic.
so p4-6 less attention on study, but still okay? this i am not sure.
but i got a good math and science percentile consistently at least.
other subjects were up and down, again based on vague memories.

sec1-2, even less attention on study.
believe or not, for the eoys i only actually studied the day before the exam.
except for chinese which i figured i had to study beforehand and succeeded so,
but the others got majorly procrastinated. soo...
study also means learning things that i had never bothered to understand thoroughly at class.
the odd thing is the marks that were lost were not on a lack of knowledge but carelessness.
carelessness not using this word for show, but really.
esp. math
for example i could still remember a few examples from that even though i don't have the paper now.

-multiply (10x/2) by 4 to get rid of the fractions in the equations turned out as 40x because i failed to see the (/2) at that time.

- for indices, when i simplified y( to the power of 9/3 ), it became y( to the power of 3/3 ( or 1 ) ) because i must have rushed through and divided the 9 by the 3 or something instead of simplifying the 9/3 to just 3.

- for finding surface area of square pyramid when i was calculating the slant side, hypotenuse. it was square root of 15 square + 5 square but i wrote as square root of 15 square + 15 square.

- and for linear equations i forgot to account for the 2 at the other end for e.g. (2x square + 2x + 1 = 2) so it became ( 2x square + 2x +1 = 0 ) and so leading into steps like ( 2x square + 2x = -1 ) i.e. the 2 mysteriously disappeared.

- there were other funny marks like no brackets, huh?, units and etc that i got deducted for.

careless mistake = lack of practice?
have to rethink how i spend my time.
really badly.
anyway, my gpa should be 3.6 +/- 1 grade.
seriously, i got pulled down 2 grades because of this really bad math paper and 1 from science.
geog was really unlucky because ____. but i don't want to make a fuss over it anymore.
history and chinese were okay though, in the end. *wry smile*
but for now i just want to concentrate on what to do in the holidays.
i need to get back in routine soon, reading books- halway into "a spot of bother", other etc stuff and a holiday if i'm lucky but i doubt so because father's busy, he chooses not to take leave because of _____ wth. meaning holiday would again be on the june ones next year, which is bad because there are always things on during that time.

ahh, how melancholic.

2008-10-29T22:26:00.002+08:00

eh i will do 2 posts.
1 on chalet and etc,
another on results.

chalet was fun.
stuff that first come to mind were:

- bbq, when i heard about clement " starting fires anywhere but the bbq pit"
sadly, i was multitasking teaching xinming to play the tennis game and playing xbox with others then and didn't see. haha

- bbq, when i got down to the oily and sweaty business and cooked for the class later.

- chalet pool and photos, due to the unique design of the pool it was basically, to the many eyes of the public, a guy from the outside ( not the pool area ), taking photos of many guys underwater, who are in trunks and waving at him.
( nevermind if you don't understand )

- activities like bloons, games and shows. for e.g., minglun was showing brandon naruto, then i watched as well. its quite funny 8D i learnt about ninja's rankings, i think there are 3? liked the gaara/sand guy and the dude who manipulates shadow. ^^

- bowling, i really don't have experience in bowling before LAH >:( anyway, it was fun. i didn't do bad and got some nice ( if not lucky ) shots yay. i just got the hang of it as in-- i don't know much about this but if you are a bowler.. the focuses should be on release ( of ball ), swinging arm motion ( follow-through ) and approach, yes? hubert also taught me about the facing of the pins when you release the ball. there was quite a variety of styles in my group that went. ^^ it was enjoyable and a good game to play to "hang out"

some stuff i missed out but these are just stuff that came to mind first.
oh, and i got a couple of blisters on my toes and thumb.
great fun this, i will try to do another post on something 2J related.
just thinking of what to highlight...
but for now, my second promised post.

2008-10-21T22:37:00.002+08:00

almost forgot.
the exams ended.
*rejoice*

hmm, may edit this post another day.
will sleep after i finish packing.

BIRTHDAY!

2008-09-16T21:11:00.003+08:00

haha
my stupid birthday's today 8D

not much celebration..
sunday, had to do work ( science ). didn't go out. slept at 3.30 am

monday, damn tired after school, came back & slept till 8.30 pm. just ordered pizza and stuff when i woke. didn't go out. also had birthday cake that day. for your information, i need about 8-10hrs of sleep, exclusive of naps. but usually get 6-8 on school days, mainly on the low side but 10-12 on weekends and holidays.

today, nothing..much. father went overseas again. used to it. its already pretty "good" if the time he's in Singapore totals to about one week per month. o.o

soo.. that's it.
doing geog now. very fun ^^
manage to come across funny info however,
on this site,
someone "asked" : "Did you know beef= deforestation and global warming?"

a guy replied: "and if beef = murder, the murder = delicious!" *exact spelling*
his source that he claimed he referred to as : "i'm a member of PETA: People for the Eating of Tasty Aminals"

funny people = screwed up world = interesting to live = i like

...still can't believe i am so old.
its also my 90th post on this site.
thats a lot to me.
want to limit to myself to 100 at the end of the year.
its should be quite an achievable goal.
the point is trying to make sure the end-number is actually closer to 100 than 90 (now) :\
next post should come in a month's time.
BYE :D

2008-09-09T21:28:00.002+08:00

okay.

got back a really bad science CCT today.
i feel very very shit.
thinking about this makes me more pissed.

i hate stupid papers that have no hard questions, with no difficult questions.
this just means that
1) the marking is gonna be tight. because if difficulty can't cause students to lose marks, they find another way to make sure you do-- exact answers please, or die.
2) you don't feel accomplished finishing the paper. quite important to me, weird as it seems.
3) which also makes you unsure and wonder how and where you are going to lose marks.

now, i got a tall piece of shit to climb. this bloody test better not screw my whole year's science.

and there were other stuff that happened today and yesterday.
okay.
*jump*
i feel very lazy and sleepy these days.
slept during math and chinese today :\
this test is a wake up call.
so i will start eoy's revisions asap.
but this week's a busy one ._.

time management.
how to do that well?

2008-09-07T21:48:00.002+08:00

opportunities presented themselves,
i didn't take advantage.
guess i shall leave school to take me back to my routine.
oh well..

important term ahead..
uh-oh-no
i predict some crazy late nights. 8D

HELLO,
TERM 4.

you never look
you just answer; its like a reflex:

"Do I look fat?"
no

"Is she prettier than i am?"
no

2008-09-04T22:37:00.002+08:00

oh man..
i haven't started on any schoolwork.
or opened my file,
or whatever shit.
...
HAHAHAH
i die bad.

went out for a while today, then had cca training also, and a wedding dinner just now.
not the real one, just a table to try out the food ordered for that day.
9 course i think. or 10.
because i never eat the course with prawns.
i don't eat them unless i must ( to show appreciation or something ) :\
hmm, the real wedding falls on 11 oct
i.e. the weekend between EOYs

i will have a relatively free day tomorrow though,
so i must make use of it and start on some schoolwork.
would appreciate if there is a change of weather as well :D

bus advertisement i saw today by "chups chups" ( the lollipop brand )
QUOTE: " sucking made pleasurable since 1958 "

but...
people don't suck on lollipops right?
at least i don't.
i either lick it,
or stick it in my mouth and leave it,
or bite the sphere off and "eat" it like a sweet.

or maybe it varies with sex
or more simply, your horny-ness level.

which is it?

2008-09-01T22:01:00.003+08:00

ah okay. the holidays are here.

had a couple of late nights the last two weeks or so.
from late night studying and sleepless nights ><
usually feel quite tired after school then.
didn't feel like doing much most of the time.
not in the best of shape, in every sense.
seriously!
guess i can get some rest and do some shaping up during the hols.

hmmm.
there's schoolwork to take care of as well.
quite a tidy sum of it.
there's revision and 2/3 projects?
yeah i hope i get them done.
i better study more.
not just do last minute stuff.
gpa wise, i worry about history and a bit of math.
if miss keh says a different teacher would mark my script for EOYs,
i would be damn happy.
says alot about the relationship my marks have with her marking.
better practice more math as well.
hah i lost marks on every question in the last CCT.
and they are all 1/2, 1, 2 that are ohsominor but add up to weigh bloody heavy.
):
as for the rest, they either are almost impossible to improve upon or just needs maintaining.
as in the gpa.
but marks itself, all needs improving :\

okay have to go school tomorrow though and uh..
cca.
haven't gone for any cca trainings since 2/3 months.
which means..
8-10 weeks.
multiply by 2 ( or supposedly 3 but i always do 2 .. or less ).
quite a bit.
wonder how i will die 8D

happy september and teacher's day,
night.

i can ride a bike with no handlebars.
no handlebars.
no handlebars.

2008-08-17T22:37:00.002+08:00

didn't see much olympics this few days.
but add the following events to the "memorable events" list:

women's gymnastics.
for the team event, china won the US
...
didn't like that -.-
as for singles,
liukin> shawn johnson > china girl
i had wanted shawn to win actually,
cos she has so much sportsmanship.
the best i have seen yet,
you just...feel good watching her.
cheering her teammate who accidentally fell on the beam ( during the team event )
then congratulating her opponents during the singles event.
i like her cute toothy grin too.
i hope she wins in the years to come..

US dominated basketball games again.

was this today? cant recall.
anyway i remember watching germany's ping-pong men team play against japan.
there was this german couple the camera focused on.
during the break, the guy started cheering " Go Dimitrij "
and his wife shouted the reply " Jhia (2) you (1) "
i knew it was her from the accent of those words.
looked so cute together, cheering lonely, yet so proudly.
the chinese supporters helped them cheer as well later on :D

watching this game also changed my stereotype of only china people will take up a professional career in ping-pong o.o
as in all the players in the germany team are local germans.
i like the dimirtrij guy too, he had this unorthodox serve method.
refreshingly unique.

i was flipping channels and i saw the ending of the match between italy and belgium.
last 15-20 minutes or so.
i think it was yesterday.
italy scored a penalty.
a few minutes after that, a belgium guy ran, twist, twist, 1-2 pass, twist and shot.
he scored and after the goal replays, i saw the funniest thing.
a belgium player picked the ball and celebrated.
after that he threw the ball back...
..which coincidentally hit the italy's goalkeeper right in his head.
hahah
the complete innocence of that belgium player when that goalkeeper lunged and brought him down after that added to the funny factor. 8D
the goalkeeper went on to strangle another guy later on too.
jeez, all over a misunderstanding.

there was also another funny incident in the hockey match between great britain and canada today.
a great britain player was trying to steal the ball from a canada player.
he was so so aggressive that the canada player lost his balance and half-fell on the britain guy's back.
of course, the britain guy got called by the referee for a stick check.
THEN, with the canada guy still over his shoulder, like a sack of rice, he stood up and threw the canada guy behind and onto the floor.
like some kind of crazy rugby tackle..
..in hockey.
ridiculously foolishly funny.

Usain's Bolt run.
or Usain Bolt's run.
they mean the same thing anyway.
it seemed so easy...
:\
damn cool name by the way - Bolt.

phelps did it.
wow.
eight.
that should be unsurpassed in the next 5 decades at least.
what most people, i think, is admire how fast he is or something superficial.
what they should appreciate instead is his consistency, and the mental and physical toughness and tiredness he has to endure in his total 17 races.
that's truly remarkable!

last but not least, singapore's silver medal!
yay!
i didn't see much of the semi-final.
i came back at about 2.30 on friday.
read the papers that singapore was playing.
watched a little but i left the house about 3.
i watched only the last set of feng tianwei's game and first set of li jiawei's game, to be exact.
when i came back and showered, it was about 6 plus.
Randomly switched on the tv again and saw the last five points in the last game,
which feng won.
haha
i saw zixiang and pao jung in the saturday's TODAY paper and today's 9.30 channel 5 news.
:D
then there was the final today, which they lost.
but good job anyway!

2008-08-12T22:23:00.002+08:00

a long time since i posted ( right? can't remember but i think so )
and i really shouldn't be posting but nevermind.

anyway, there's the OLYMPICS and SINGAPORE's BIRTHDAY.

for the latter, HAPPY 43rd BIRTHDAY + 3 DAYS SINGAPORE.
woohoooo.
nothing else to say since i didn't have tickets to watch the parade.
and what free time i had on that day that could be spent on watching the parade at home was not spent on that, nor on the other obvious choice of school work, but on the olympics. ( come to this later )

in my honest opinion anyway, the NDP's are getting crappier year by year.
i was at the last NDP parade at the kallang stadium and was glad to be there.
great atmosphere, lively crowd and such.
and these days, it is held at the stupid marina place which is so small and unsuitable to me.
maybe a modern and fancy image to organisers but...
having so many people going crazy in the stadium is the real cool.

and leave the national day songs to kit chan please,
i still can remember certain lyrics from her "home" and "where i belong" songs.
not like hady's "shine for singapore" song which the only words i can remember from the song are "shine", "for" and "singapore" ._.

coming to OLYMPICS
okay i saw almost everything that have taken part these few days.
all the swimming heats, semis and finals
some hockey matches from both male and females.
beach and indoor volleyball.
basketball.
weightlifting ( very boring to me hahaha )
gymnastics
diving
handball
tennis
boxing
opening ceremony

some scenes i loved were:

the Argentinian female hockey team with some of them wearing striking pink shoes.

the b-ball match between NZ and SPAIN and when one of the kiwis fooled the line ref into giving her the ball for a throw in when it should be given to spain instead as the kiwis threw it out of bounds. very evil, very sweet. was laughing my ass then.

today, in the men's team all around gym finals. alexander artemev on the pommel horse. twisting and spinning like crazy, damn nice.

US men owning China's ass in b-ball, esp late into the game

can't bring to mind the others... ><

but the last i can remember and the best as yet. PHELPS and his expression after the 4x100m win
HAHA if you saw his expression in the live telecast just after the race, you will be treated to scenes of "YEAH YEAH YEAH" from him
fuck, i absolutely loved it. i was like, shit! when the commentator said alain bernard was the french anchorman during the 3rd leg with the french leading with a half body length at the 275m mark; cause alain's fast in the 100m. then, lezak managed to own alain's ass in the 4th leg, i was pleasantly surprised. PHELPS can continue his quest for eight and judging from his reaction, i bet he badly wanted eight as well or he wouldn't be so glad to have won this >.>

grats TAO LI as well, so pro, as in really.
i mean, people don't really know how hard it is right, shaving time off from your best.
most people just accept that yes, tenths and hundredth of seconds shaved off is actually a lot though it seems very little.
but the fact is it is VERY LITTLE.
its just that it is much harder to shave off that very little amount than what people think
the best way to really understand is if you experience and time yourself.

i better study from today onwards, i got reminded that i forgot to do an online MOV test today.
can't watch too much.
good luck all OLYMPIANS

new teachers

2008-06-24T22:30:00.003+08:00

forgot to mention, we got new teachers.

mr teo for bio and a relief math teacher. mr jerald chin/chan
mr teo's okay not bad, or at least from my experience of having him as an ivp mentor.
but i was kindof hoping for a decent female teacher instead.
haha cause i enjoy seeing people squirm.*
and seeing her teach the topics for bio ( thisyear ) to a bunch of ___crazed guys should be farneee. 8D

which brings me to the math relief teacher.
heh first lesson with him was enjoyable.
academia wise, his steps, to me, were slightly clearer than mr jees.
~ if anyone cares haha.
but, the fabulous thing with him is that he seems, and is, very helpless when the class makes noise.
which is asap.
and since he is helpless, he doesn't do anything to stop us ( including shouting and all that crap )
also, he seems more eager for the lesson to end than us.

jeez, can't fail to love a teacher like that.

*offtopic:
i am not sure about you guys,
but do your enjoy seeing people squrim?
it seems to me that my mind subconsciously takes special attention to tell-tale signs of above.
for eg, eyes-to-the-floor, unsure look, red-faced so on so forth.
people look damn cute and hilarious like that.
hahaha
sometimes, when i know it isn't the appropriate time, the bottled-up laughter from observing a person's uneasiness KILLS ME.
KILLS, KILLS, KILLS ME
):
i died countless times for stupid reasons like these already.

term3'08

2008-06-23T21:18:00.002+08:00

school started again.
and CCA and GEOG PT are being the major assholes among many other pain in my ass.

damn if you do,
damn if you don't

crap

2008-06-06T22:05:00.004+08:00

okay.
i am doing this post out of frustration.
maybe that's a good motivation?
cos i don't remember posting anything a month back,
until now.

though i actually had a draft post that i did in the airport lounge at brisbane before my flight back,
didn't finish it and wanted to complete the next day, which was a thursday.
but deleted it in the end.
whatever, i found it too revealing and i don't do those type of posts.
maybe i had a couple back in the archives that appear so,
but my feelings wouldn't be as obvious that it could just be read superficially.
they would be shown, not told.

spending 10mins on this post and period.
so far, 3's gone.

why this frustration?
cos i have an ivp project that needs to be completed by 17th june.
there was supposed to be a third draft meeting today or something. but i wasn't contacted about any shit. so i have to get a meeting down with the mentor in between now till the deadline, and more meetings with group members for building of stuff and reports.

that, in conjunction with a history and geography project that should be harder that i think.
which was, something along this word: "difficult"
AND chinese crap and whatever rubbish from other subjects.

haha and i still have cca.
training hours extended, days per week also.
have nothing against it,
parents from rgs and ri were nice to help me out when i came late because of stuff ( usually )
jeez, it also happened that some ask their child to stop for that session and allow me a lane.
and the gals and guys were nice and gracious to do so.
but now, a training session added to transport time is 6hours.

i was sick before the day i left for australia too.
woke up to a throat inflammation, slight fever and aching thighs and shoulders on the previous sunday.
so i have done nothing much for my fitness over the past 2 weeks.
feel like some weak crap now...

because i have to juggle these three more so now,
when i have only 2 weeks LEFT,
i am frustrated.

true to the essence.
posted because of frustration, posted on frustration.

historryyy

2008-04-21T21:05:00.002+08:00

hey.
many things have happened since i last posted.. (when?)
but i'm rather busy completing school work at the moment.
might update this next time though :D

we started with science today.
started on a new sub-topic for chem.
next was pe.
and we did our 2.4.
hahah, it was a fun run.
hmm looking back, i totally deserved the timing for being such a jerk to self and etc ><

many things happened as well after that.
but im really running short of time here.
the day ended of with history.
thoroughly hilarious&entertaining.
i laughed a little more crazily than usual o.o

rushed, i know,
but bye for now
HAVE A NICE ~~DAY~~ NIGHT!

blehh

2008-04-08T20:58:00.003+08:00

i was very sleepy at the start of classes today.
can't even open my eyes properly.
my whole body ached also.
class was very chaotic today.
a lot of shouting here and there..

um.. and there was assembly.
the dining hall has changed..?
it doesn't have that funny smell anymore.
assembly was the finale of MM.
simply speaking, i did not really like it.
the mike was screwy and the presentations too.
but more importantly, the idea of dragging old issues just gets on my nerves.

okay. i am just being pms..
its times like this when i feel like working the shit out of me.
sweat till i dry.
tire till i die

hai.
goodbye.

lalalalla

2008-04-07T21:42:00.003+08:00

hellooooo

uhh..today we did napha ):
i screwed up quite badly )):
ahhhhhhh....
uhhhh.....

then we had com studs.
it was very fun. yay.
i loved the irritating beeping sound.
deeeeeeeee

we also had chinese and i got scolded ):
couldn't answer that simple question teacher asked me.
actually i could.
i mean, chinese being superstitious much, its quite easy to figure out the answer ( for that question )
but i suspected zms to be cleverer and that it was some kind of trick question.
lesson learnt: don't be paranoid and over-estimate :\

history was entertaining,
i finished math assignment and we also got to watch part of a movie.

the rest of today doesn't really come to mind.
EXCEPT changrui and waye. hah
they are everything every couples should aspire towards:
> NEVERENDING LOVE for each other.

and i also like the names tommy and ah boon.
heh

oh, last but not least,
FRANKENSTEIN FTW! :D

ps. hey, i rather like this style of blogging hahah

song

2008-03-25T15:21:00.001+08:00

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'm saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

track '08 :D

2008-03-24T22:27:00.002+08:00

We will buck you

LEADERS:
Buckley you're the one,
You're the number 1
You're gonna be a great winner today,
SAY

FOLLOWERS:
We will we will buck you
We will we will buck you
We will we will buck you
We will we will buck you

hahah, i love our cheer.
wonder if rg's buckle would have the same cheer,
if so, it would be quiteee interesting righttt?
i mean, boys and girls bucking together at other houses.. HAH
pardon me o.o

anyway, today was quite okay.
if you minus like, 80% of the whole day's activities.
the rest of the 20% consisted of this crazy dude sitting in front talking crap and some funny events on the track.
the guy was very vulgar tsk, but extremely entertaining.
as for track, there was a guy who got off to a bad start for the u15 100m relay.
he had cramps or something,
and was hopping and waddling, like a duck on one leg.
poor guy ><

was doing a bit of elearning before writing this,
math is out already.
not yet for the other subjects.
arghh, its going to get boring...

goodnight

update

2008-03-22T22:48:00.002+08:00

can't wait for school next week
or um.. lack of?

monday's track meet.
which buckley is currently 2nd :D
first is bayley )':
but green will triumph eventually,
at least, i hope so.

tuesday-thurday are staff development days.
which means you ( also can choose not to ) study at home
i hope i complete quite a few stuff during this period
though my time management and concentration skills are crap.

friday is normal..

just an update, so its relatively short.
goodnight.

hello, my friend.
we meet again.
its been a while,
where should we begin.

1st day of term2'08

2008-03-17T21:15:00.003+08:00

hi all.

back to school today.
almost, kind of, ( not sure how to put it ) failed hair check.
i think its only because of the fact that the prefect know i am not the type to fail hair check, that i passed.
the thing is, if u fail hair check, school barber will cut for you.
and i want to fail hair check because i WANT the school barber to cut for me because of "reasons"
but if you fail hair check, you also get a booking.
and i am not sure if i have enough "lives" left, what with all the bullshit bookings previously ):

oh and goodluck to all sport groups competing.
for today,
cdiv tennis won sji
bdiv rugby won acsi
>>it was beautiful, the way ri scored its first try ( that i saw ) against aci.
it went *pass* *feint* and then the ri guy cut the defence clean with a diagonal run. damn nice.
brilliant how ri played against aci today.
sorry about this but i was wondering how those aci dudes played,
i don't remember aci passing or even so, making at least a good run?!
just comments, no need to kill me for this..
not sure about the score but i saw ri making 5 trys and 2/3 coversions.
acsi on the other hand, had nothing ._.

and yeah cdiv polo lost 6-3 to hci -.-
even though ri should have deservedly won, except for a lot of post-hittings.
found out from those in polo.

arggh okay. wasted enough time here.
goodbye and all the best in everything

malaysian montage

2008-03-08T22:15:00.003+08:00

sorry i didn't get round to posting about MM.
reached home and slept immediately from 8 plus.
woke up today around noon.
got ready to go out..
then i dozed off again. sigh*
in the end, i eventually woke up for real in the evening and went out for dinner.
feeling quite energized now. i wonder..
>anyway..

MM was enjoyable.
who i would like to thank:

-Miss Tan and the other teacher ( Miss/Mrs/Mdm Hu? )

for scolding me, for being slightly lenient, for not being a nag, for keeping to your word and for "taking stuff in a good-natured manner"
the last 2 points are especially so on Miss Tan.
for e.g.she made a deal with us i.e. we sing 3 songs, she will sing 1.
we sang about 10 songs.

on the last day of the trip,
when most/all of us have forgotten that she has to keep her side of the deal.
when ( most ) other teachers won't keep to their word and bother singing even if we did so.
when her throat hasn't recovered.

she reminded us, apologized and sang for us :D
even if it wasn't the best singing.
the act of keeping to her word more than makes up for it.
we also took a spastic picture of her and put it in a game.
even though she found out about it, i doubted she made a big fuss out of it.
( on this point, i would also like to thank Mr Jee and Hubert.
sorry for not asking your permission but it wouldn't make a difference anyway. )

i like people who are like that, fyi.

-Miss Molly and the bus driver

Molly for being the first guide i met to not talking like a broken recorder and not acting as if she/he is bloody clever. i love her for this.
she also allowed me to pee by the roadside in the middle of a bus ride and had the grace to err. look away and cover me. *laughs*
though Mrs Cheryl Yap....

the bus driver for also being the first to not dao and give me a proper answer when i ask him something.
for putting up with our nonsense when we (mis)used the mike and screwed the whole bus up.
and last but not least, among other unmentioned points,
driving us safely to our destinations.

- Cluster 9

woohoo! i enjoyed everything ( loosely-termed ) with you guys.
the lame jokes, the unintentional funny jokes, the ____ comments, the singing etc
muacksmuacksLOTS OF LOVEmuacksmuacks
hahaha

- Bedding Group

shaun!
he's the only non-2J in my bed-group.
he's also small, cute, innocent-looking, cheeky and naughty!
hahaha
then there's waye, clement and later in the 2nd hotel, ryan kor.
quite a lot to say but i shall only keep to one point here.
waye is a hell of a shitter!
his shit, without fail, two out of two times as yet, caused the toilet to be stuck!
asshole!

- The Rest
thanks for everything, the food, the hospitality, the rumors(1), the care, the pictures, the laughter etc.

(1) there was one which went that cluster 1, the group loaded with prefects and CEC, played strip poker. all went well till they got ratted on by a fellow prefect, shaun yeo. ( diff shaun ) hahaha

i read a few of people's feelings on MM.
to those who wished us well, thank you.
to those who bitched about MM, i think you suck.
and that's politely speaking.

till next post-

leap day

2008-02-29T22:58:00.003+08:00

today was the second day of late training :\
today's also the leap day! ( whatever you call it )

nothing much that i want to share.
cos i am feeling very selfish now.
saw a scene that made me smile though.
i was on the mrt today.
there was an indian man, with his small baby.
he sat in one the empty seats, which was also beside a chinese man.
soon, the chinese man and the baby were shaking hands, and playing peek-a-boo.
it was really quite cute.
eurasians who were seating adjacent to them were also looking and laughing heartily at them.

ahh, its this one-off little scenes in my life,
of how different people get along and enjoy each other's company that make me feel nice.

Malaysian Montage next week! :D
we get to play cards now.
hah, prefects. STOP and STARE but you CAN'T do anything about it.
and gregory for cluster i/c
YAY too, cos he's a cute nice dude.
he's the first guy i know who goes
" bubble bubble! "
cos he absolutely adores bubbling haha x)
though, the most important trait that makes him a good cluster i/c,
to me,
is that he's BLUR!
All The Best, bubble! ((:

edit*
in school, bloody mr lai caught me again.
for "you-know-what" -.-
i have to start the whole shit all over again.
this time, he added, i can't "graduate myself"
that comment was added because last time, earlier this year, i was also caught by him.
and i got so irritated i stopped seeing him altogether.

its odd how people that you don't expect to meet, who coincidentally are also those you don't want to meet if given the choice, suddenly appear right in your face.

bloody cca training timings

2008-02-25T20:51:00.003+08:00

first of all, i would like to say i'm a very happy group leader (:

a bit on cca first.
i am so screwed.
i am supposed to train from 7.30pm to 9.30pm on both wednesdays and fridays.
And it just so happens that the venue is at LOVELY safra which is at a LOVELY far distance from my house and that means i will get back at a LOVELY 11pm earliest.
Isn't that LOVELY?
plus i have to add another training slot to this training schedule ( its weekly ).
my weekends are the absolute untouchable.
and then monday, there's P.T. organized by the same and only.
tuesday and thursday..
hey i need some free time to do my own stuff right.
)):

on school.
yeah everything was fine.
except chinese and english.
for chinese, had to do "happy five minutes"
tried finding "mi yu" on the net yesterday.
can't really understand...
so we ( waye and me ) read excerpts from that retarded chinese book of mine-forced upon by the school to buy.
it wasn't that bad; i thought it could have turned out even worse.

then english.
mrs suhaimy blurpok.
she said erp was on wednesday previously but gave us the papers today.
the might of 2J overwhelmed her pathetic defense of her poor memory and she retracted the papers later. ( no offense )
she also caught 2 guys who took pictures of the whole paper with their handphones before it was returned ):
DAMN SAD, i almost cried, poor guys :\
only consolation was that i managed to copy down most of the task on paper....

we also started on badminton module for pe today.
a long time since i played,
i think it was one of the sports i dumped in P4.
don't remember picking it up again later..

ah, physics *sigh*

till next post-

I don't have to tell you
What this is all about
'Cause baby half the fun is in us
Figuring it all out

So why you gotta ask me
What I'm doing now
'Cause I don't like to question
What I still haven't found, ooh yeah

random

2008-02-24T17:49:00.002+08:00

On this bloody hazy day,
my mind feels bloody messy.
and i can't bloody concentrate.
when i have to bloody do so.

grr...

Ivp

2008-02-23T17:37:00.004+08:00

this post was actually meant for yesterday, but err..
didn't get round to posting it.
anyway, its mostly about the opening of IvP.

it was held at NyP ( poly )
and there were also those other secondary and primary schools that attended.
the only good the whole thing benefited me was

1) it taught me how to be more direct in the taking of my food
it was during the break time,
there were those chocolate and kiwi things.
it was okay, quite yummy.
sorry for vagueness
but i don't know what its called and can't be bothered
and i am not an expert on food and can't describe what it really taste like.

*digress*
and even if you are, it wouldn't be wise to bullshit so much.
because
1) the reader/listener wouldn't understand you though they will pretend that they do. ( happens to me all the time if/when i watch tv food shows )
2) what you say could usually be summed up in much fewer words.

back to the point. instead of queuing,
i didn't waste time and went straight to the front to take what i felt like.
its not as rude as it sounds..
most sec school students did it.
though maybe its after seeing me do so instead of the reason being the long queue of little pri sch kids.
the kids are damn noisy also, you know?

2) the more important point- youthful innocence
in a way, the noise is a good thing.
it shows how they are innocent and not think so deep into things.
for e.g. the speaker which used the Wii to present.
sometimes, he asked rhetorical questions.
and the many groups of many pri sch students would burst into laughter and answer him.
and for pictures, like a front view of the face of a person swimming butterfly,
they will laugh endlessly.
i think its because the person's mouth was formed in an "o" shape
and they thought he was making faces
hence, the crazy laughter.
about the Wii speaker,
I would also like to comment on the girl who volunteered for being such a good sport.
she had to give her particulars and do balance test and things like that.
she's 11 only.
but due to little accidents here and there, the results indicated she's 42.
everybody was laughing then.
this time I think its more of the sec students.

there was also this random acs primary boy that I picked a conversation with.
me: " how old are you? "
him: " primary five. "
m: " wow, do you know my age? "
h: " primary six? "
m: " no.. " *pause*
m: " I'm sec one. "
h: " WOAH. " *in TRUE DRAMATIC FASHION with no MOCK EXAGGERATION intended by him*

i went away and told a few others about it. till,
someone that I told: but you are sec2?
m: oh. yeah. crap.
so, i turned behind and told the person i'm sec2 instead. i don't think he's the same guy though :\

its funny how people tend to complicate matters when they grow older eh?

my pack of cards got confiscated yesterday as well.
daniel, the prefect, confiscated it from me for playing in class.
but then i took it back from his bag when he wasn't around.
it was mine in the first place, puh-leese.
but then later in the auditorium,
mrs suhaimy confiscated it from me ):
i was trying to keep my cards properly,
then she suddenly turned and saw me.
grrr...
i tried sweet-talking to give it back to me but she wouldn't listen.
she said she wanted to check with Mr Yap if poker cards were allowed in school first.
it isn't by the way.
but Mr Yap approached her twice in the auditorium regarding MM and she mentioned nothing about it.
HA! i bet she wanted to keep it for her own.
since the design's so nice >.>
which is why i'm so angry at myself, for choosing to bring a nicer looking pack instead of the more common ( looking ) ones.
guess i better bring the uglier ones,
wouldn't like lightning to strike twice.
Beauty is Precious!

till next post-

edit*
grats S'pore for winning the bid to host Youth Olympic Games 2010! :D

2J!

2008-02-20T20:58:00.003+08:00

okay.
eng test tomorrow.
honestly, i dono how to prepare..
if you are supposed to prepare for it in the first place?

reading sparknotes anyway,
fingers crossed i'm doing the right thing.
after that, i'll continue stupid geog pt and watch american idol later haha.
i know, my time management sucks and i care.
but i will not choose to do anything about it yet..

2J... *sigh*
" little bernard, one more time. "
for more than 3 times already someone shouted "fuck you" in lesson time today.
( sorry for not censoring, but who cares? they still mean the same thing with or without )
jeez, 2J's the best.
and for malaysian montage, almost the whole of 2J is in the same cluster.
even though there's supposed to be about 4/5 people from the same class in a cluster ( at most, i think, i noticed. )
oh no, you can't deny the fact any longer-
greatness flocks together.
*feeling ego FOR MY CLASS* :D

good day everyone! (:
pop by 2J sometime soon, leave your sanity at the front door
and remember to collect it at the back door when you leave!
credits to b"rhydon".

two lefts don't make a right but three do.

valentines

2008-02-14T21:03:00.003+08:00

valentines today.
saw so many people holding roses today, from students to adults

thought they looked so cute,
holding flowers from their expressive loved ones ( presumably )

till i found out that some schools and companies were actually taking the initiative for valentines by requesting students/employees to exchange flowers with each other ._.

ahhh..
but it still doesn't change the fact that love is in the air eh.
and of course, some would take advantage of the chance to reveal crushes discreetly
if so, well wishes from me to those who did so ^^

Happy Valentines to others as well :D
-all the best for any exams, add oil!

cny!

2008-02-12T21:37:00.000+08:00

hi people (:
sorry for the broken cny-related promise. my bad
but here's a squeezed-in-i-don't-think-its-gonna-be-short post before i finish work and sleep.
damn tired today..
here goes nothing:

happy chinese new year all.
hope you all had a great time! ^^
on my side of it, it was so-so.
haven't opened any angpaos and don't plan to o.0
never actually use them anyway.
on a side note, i think people who turn red after drinking wine looks sexier.*laughs*
my relatives are scared/impressed of my natural alcoholic ability.
even though i am quite under-aged to drink ><
but nah, i aint alcoholic, just can drink quite a bit without getting drunk.
the ability might get useful when i get older though.
cos i have this 23? yr old cousin who was telling me stories about drinking.
then there was this one when he and others were drinking hard liquor o.0
60% alcoholic content
about 5 times the average amount from a bottle of wine.
then he vomited 4 times that night.
but he told me that some friends drank more but didn't vomit at all.
then..
okay that's another story that i don't plan on telling.
but anyhow, don't drink so much okay. its bad for the liver&kidney :/

school.
haha. plain genius, my class.
too much to say.
but for today,
i rather enjoyed "geog" class. not so much the content on this one *hint*
this comment might apply only to brandon/boon king/daniel siew/hubert/my group only though.
haha
and..
after school when waye found me before i left for cca and the events that followed. HAHA

though there's quite a bit of assignment deadlines and tests coming up soon.
so, more time must be put in work.
bleh =x

last but not least, valentines!
no comment on this one *laughs*
though to those that err.. had talked to me about it.
( as in, in a broad term.. you know.. )
the general mood i get is that.
"OH NO, VALENTINES. DIE ALREADY
- but i'm loving it cos i got one "
tsk.

adios.
~~will~~ might post again later next time.

accident

2008-01-24T21:52:00.000+08:00

today was late for school.
reached at about 7.30 i think
met with a car accident on adam road?
near scgs and in front of the nearest bust stop nearest to it anyway.
i was squeezing some sleep-time on the way to school..
so was not sure how it happened but i think,
a taxi driver stopped abruptly? ( but in the middle of the road ) in front of my parent's car
and my parent's car just managed to brake and avoid hitting the taxi.
but then another car banged the ass of my parent's car.

and then i took a taxi to school.
i am pleasantly shocked at the price of the ride.
it costs $5.60 once you flag down a taxi.
how nice.

marking this weekend down for studying.
i think mug is an ugly word.
adding on to the standard revision and hw.
erp, start on geog pt, read TKAM, revise for maths.
okay will go back to chinese "si han" now
bad example of how i want to finish work early.
and i also copied a little math today.
i don't know, i just can't bloody think math when i was doing the assignment.
and it got me really worried.
which in turn will lead to more studying time for the weekends.

take care all.

it's time things get slightly hotter.

long time since

2008-01-19T22:40:00.000+08:00

ah well, haven't been here for quite some time already.
school's been okay,
in fact, u get a priceless amount of laughter daily in 2j. haha
i wonder how it would be like in sec 3 when we part ways :\
other stuff's been good too!

except my arms.
i think my bi's are a little torn.
my arms can't straighten out.
shit man. just shit.
hell, it better heal sooner.

either way, i am out for most sports for at least a few days.

okay that's all for this post.
short and sweet with a touche of irritation in the end to round it up.
my next post should be during valentines/cny.
when i wish your well for that day ('s celebration)
but i don't think i will be in for cny.
bye

Love like you have never been hurt before.
Work like you don't need the money.
Dance like nobody is watching.

day 2

2008-01-03T21:32:00.000+08:00

second day was allright as well.
class's more spontaneous also.

felt quite sleepy at the later part of the day.
damn. MUST sleep earlier today.
i promise to change grr.
and i will.
at least up till the teachers get a good impression of me.

WILL SLEEP! at 10pm today, i don't care

school'08 day1

2008-01-02T21:53:00.000+08:00

first day of school was okay.

school

2008-01-01T20:59:00.000+08:00

i feel so screwed.
so much for my resolution.
today i opened my inbox and found emails pertaining to cca commitments.
and, i feel like a lazy pig.
damn the chinese book test as well. hope it doesn't happen tomorrow.

i hope everybody have as lousy a day at school as me tomorrow.
i hope the teachers who teach 2j'08 die badly.
i hope everyone in 2j'08 bully each other xept me till they die of irritation.

most importantly, i hope i live through this year ):

happy new year!

2008-01-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

HEY GUYS,

Happy New Year!

hahaha
my resolution is to put more effort in studies,
heck i think i have slacked enough.

and well to be um more friendly and not to be so "heck" with people/stuff?
girls, boys, anyone?
but honestly, i don't think i'm gonna fulfill this one.
too bad ):

year2007 was interesting, i guess.
but i think comments on it stops there.
cos i mostly keep stuff i umm.. feel for to myself yeah?
sorry! ><
hope everyone had a great year anyway.

but the new year's here and it's time to look ahead.
so, all the best people!

ps.. is the new year color pink?

friends

2007-12-29T20:12:00.000+08:00

Life Lessons

1) keep things SIMPLE
2) how-to-flirt [ section 3.12-action best words ]

christmas day

2007-12-25T22:54:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas
a time to merry, a time to cheery.

may all of your receive many presents and sneak as many kisses to your crush before he/she reacts.

mistletoe or not.

hahaha

2007-12-21T21:04:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHA
thanks to peachiekeenie

wouldn't they look better with santa hats? heh

guys, its four days to christmas!
:D

today

2007-12-21T21:00:00.000+08:00

die. i woke up late today.
late, as in my standards.
which is later than 3pm.
ooops?

and well, no holiday also. nevermind.
i was harbouring on false hopes anyway.
you can't just book a flight ( you want ) that flies 2 days later, can you?
especially year-end/ in the christmas season.
every cloud will have a silver lightning though,
and i..
look forward to that silver lining >.>

was out at orchard yesterday.
think i saw someone i knew at kinokuniya.
had this feeling someone was looking at me..
then when i looked up, the person turned away.
haha.
but i prefer it this way.
than being approached, cos i always feel weirded out when someone surprises me like that :\
oh and a late "hari raya" to those who celebrated it anyway.

woo -.-

2007-12-19T18:57:00.000+08:00

Today Was A Great Day.

early morning ( as in 1/2am )
{ Background Info: On monday, i found out that i might actually have the time to go on a holiday this dec hols. on the condition that there are still tickets }

1) Before yesterday, i found many flights from Singapore to Australia ( if i leave ) on this thursday/friday. there were 2,3 and 1 flight(s) to Sydney, Melbourne and Perth respectively.

2) Yesterday, i started to search for flights back to Singapore around Christmas day and FOUND NONE. so fed-up i shut the com at about 11.10pm.

3) i booted it on again later. Started another round of searching which included more expensive tickets and more flexible return dates ( from 26-31dec ). I could only get waiting lists. wth.

4) i tried other airlines like "cathay pacific" but i cant understand what they meant. it states that for the flight from Sydney to S'pore, there will be a stopover in H.K. wth? isn't Australia below S'pore on the map, while H.K. is above S'pore?? i was so confused.

5) Last of all, i got reminded that there is the stupid rgs orientation on friday. no offence. but if it is a MUST, it would bloody clash with everything and it would mean a straight no to holiday. will be asking about it, hope it will not be important. :\

6) it was about 1-2am already. i was tired so i decided to go to sleep. However, for some reason, i was too restless and couldn't sleep. i tried listening to some songs to help me but found it to be too noisy. Stopped it and slept after an hour or so.

7.35am
i woke up and tried to sleep. Failed miserably even though i was really TIRED. Eventually, i showered and lazed the rest of my time away before leaving for cca.

afternoon.
reminder to readers: "my cca is held in SAFRAyishun. i live nowhere near there".
I haven't been there for over a week and wasn't sure if there were any lanes available. Nevertheless, playing with luck as i like to, i still went there.
The lady told me that the lanes were fully booked due to a certain "ayer raja camp", whatever that is. well, wasting my time and energy to come here only to go back home again isn't such a big deal anyway, is it?

though there was a part of me that was a little happy cause i would be able to spend time under the sun instead. at least, i saw that it was sunny when i was going to SAFRA...

on the way back
this was what i saw and what my girlfriend told me >>

Miss Rain: "Oh wenjun! You won't be spending your time indoors anymore, yay. Here i come to pet you with my raindrops and drench you with the saliva from my kisses. I am wearing gray by the way. See you soon! "
i think the love-hate relationship between us has transformed to a pure-love relationship.

i am in depression D:

back!

2007-12-18T21:32:00.000+08:00

i came back from my short 2day trip to malaysia on sunday.
but i spent an evening and a night at vivocity yesterday.
so i was unavailable.
vivo seems more crowded on a monday than weekends...
isit couples date on a monday more often? o.0
hmm.
i can understand why many dates occur there though..
so many stuff to eat heh
YUM YUM x)

was it still raining in Singapore over the weekend?
it was, wasnt it.
bleh the rain really pisses the hell out of me ):
but i don't entirely dislike it..
more to a love-hate relationship actually.
cos i have to admit..
there are really high points when it rains.

mmhmm...especially when i am out
under the open sky..
when it gradually turns dark, the clouds gather, and the wind starts to grow stronger
i get this...
adrenaline rush.
which seems to tell me "run wenjun runnnn. or get caught in the rain."
and i start to pick up speed with the wind rushing past me,
it's quite a nice feeling.
i have a habit of making sure that i get a little wet before i reach shelter by the way.
because i like the feel of it, getting caught in the rain.
but i don't like it to rain. as contradicting as it sounds =x

i think the most memorable rain experience in the dec hols so far would be..
in my cca camp.
we were playing a "war game" thingy.
i was running away from some person.
i think i lost him but just to be sure, i went into hiding.
unfortunately, the hiding place was under the open sky and it started to rain heavily a minute later.
obviously, i got really wet but still decided to stay there for i wasn't sure if that guy was still after my ass.
then lightning flashed and thunder boomed.
it sounded louder each time.
and i was a little freaked even though i am not really tall..
-.-
so i went to hide somewhere else.

in the end i hid behind a wooden.."block?".
it was just in front of the ri gate with the busstop anyway.
i started to hug myself really tight to give myself warmth and make myself as small as possible ( so as not to be seen ).
the plan went rather smoothly for quite some time.
...
THEN,
i heard some noise.
instead of running away, i chose to hug myself even tighter.
the source of the sound reached me.
it turned out to be a group of rjc students coming from the busstop.
a BIG group of them.
a;sfujioewjmnlwa;SHITdnsal;'jgeo;ndmlk

they saw me.
i heard stuff like
" omg. why is the boy all wet and hiding like that."
" poor thing"
" is he naked? "
" lol so cute. hugging himself "
" surely not rape right? "

i was sooooooo embarassed.
and my reaction was to close my eyes and pretended they weren't there.
at least none of them came up to me and asked me something like
" are you all right? "
cos i think i will die if that happens.

yeah well. as embarassing as it is,
its still rather funny ><
thats about the only reason i posted that.
its the christmas season after all,

Spread the merriment! :D

p.s. tokyo stuff are ex. but nice. and filling xP

yay!

2007-12-11T21:34:00.000+08:00

gratz nicole&tabitha for the double goal feat.
that is ******* awesome!
cos first of all,
points for gym in SEA games reach to 3sf.
2ndly,
there are 5/6 sub-events that lead to gold for this event.
lastly,
points are given not by yourself. but judges. more than one at that.

so achieving that feat is really cool.
but quite cheat as well,
cos it counts as 2 golds instead of 1 as it is an individual event.
and yay to all surprise winners as well!

caught in the SEAgames and christmas fever.
dots >_>

shows!

2007-12-09T21:49:00.000+08:00

Looking forward to }

13dec- alvin & the chipmunks
20dec- national treasure.book of secrets

:DD

be off watching eddie murphy's show now.
he's so funny.
many good shows coming up. hah
too bad lost3 has ended; i watched the last few episodes and found out it was quite nice ><
there will be next season i guess. hmm..

GO SINGAPORE FOR SEA!

training(WERE)

2007-12-06T19:35:00.000+08:00

one day.
starhub dies.
in my hands.
that means that if is already dead or was never living in the first place..
i will make it live and then kill it. period
grr
at least people came to repair the internet today,
so i am slightly happier.
anyway, happiness usually comes before sadness and regret.
sadness and regret that i killed starhub.

anyway, had training yesterday and today.
the only good thing about training is that i get to load on junk food after that.
poor nol.
since he goes back in the same way as me..
he follows me home after training.
and he always has to stop when i decide to stop and buy some..
FOOD! haha :D
have to learn to lan pro-ly to make my training more enjoyable. cough ^^

err.. jason?
if you are still on holiday..
or back home tired and sleeping..
please wake up late at 3.30pm tmr
and when u do,
think that its pointless to go training at that time already.
cos umm...
i didn't help you book tmr.
for the training slot u asked me to book was eaten up by denker.
uhhuh
which was why i had to train today instead of tomorrow.
stuck with people from other schools..
nvm. if they try something i will point the gun at them.
and then either they scream to death or i shoot them to death ^^
okay jk.

the point is don't say something like " you are dead, wenjun etcc" tomorrow if you go and find the place taken.
enough people have done that and i am glad to say they don't keep to their word.
okay?

to others reading this post.
holidays are ending.
you can't hope to treasure what's left of this holiday. trust me.
-i will be a pessimist and tell you that.
then again, you can prove me wrong and spend your time wisely [:
oh oh,
btw thanks for the 2 sunny days on mon and tues this week.
i assume that that you are back already to grant me that wish? ;D
will find out later i guess.
if not, pleasecomebackquickly..
uh..to grant my wish?? hahaha.

well, its a friday tomorrrow
-always my favourite day of the week (:
buyyyy eyeeee

december!

2007-12-01T22:06:00.000+08:00

camp ended early.
but i spent the extra time sleeping and recovering ><

it was tiring..
but fun,
and funny,
in a sad way.
cos it was also partially a farewell camp for the sec4s :'(
have fun in jc. be nice if i bump into you and your sneezegirlsneeze friend(s) next time. wishing you well!
sorry if this isn't sentimental enough but its typical for me keep feelings to myself, so it will end as that.
and goodluck to mr seah who had a new posting at the boarding house.
( our next tchr-in-charge would be an athletics coach from sji. o.0 )
AND gratz jon for bagging the SEAgames gold.
AND jy to justin and yulin for the asian games. thrash umm. china's, india's etc asses. dun gg!

okay that was all.

today i had a big dinner at..somewhere.
was actually a random-no-damn-reason celebration but coincidentally,
it turned out to be a birthday celebration.
hmm..makes sense?
okay nevermind.
but it was so funny haha.
next time,
when we are all adults or something.
trust me to organize a birthday dinner for you people.
or at least let me buy the cake :D

i swear it will be something you won't forget ;D
heh. thanks for today for the inspiration if that really happens.

its the first of december.
the month of christmas. :D
may all your ~~selfish~~ wishes come true ^^
giving gifts to people would make others think i have something going on.
so its not uhh..so safe to play santa ><
but chocolates to others for the sake of festivity can be exceptions?
or if u play host and liven my boring hoildays, i will give too!
aughh talking about boring hoildays..
my dec holidays have to wait till next year.
shit )):
but i think i still can go m'sia for a few short days (3/4) at the end of this year.
short enough to spare that trip, yet not long enough for a real holiday.
i mean.. take away 2 days for flight traveling..
no time for anything already.
oh please. can someone stop traveling?! >>
sigh. nevermind i guess.
still have to read and do erp for chinese.
and buy books.
and everything.
shit shit )):

anyway, here's wishing all many many happy days,
in this merry wintry december month! :D

tuesday post

2007-11-27T21:58:00.000+08:00

i know i dumped my blog again...
...
and i thank you to be so understanding as to forgive me for that.
now for the content of this post:

first of all.
to those on holiday. take care.
dump me and have your own fun. sweet.
i feel so sad *sniffs*
yeah..
well, what-ever.

secondly.
my specs got stolen by a cat on the Sunday 2weeks back.
found that i was rather handicapped without it.
as in can't really do much without straining my eyes.
which meant that last week was rather useless.
but i got another one yrstdy.
so its ookay now.
and uhh, if i was online during that period.
that means i was risking my eyesight,
and not that i created this story about a cat stealing my specs.
umm.
oh sorry something interesting did happen last week.
i went to the victoria concert hall to see a young prodigy, aged 8, play the piano.
he was a funnyyy boy heh.
there was media coverage, so check the papers for info.
he's mark yu.
okay that's it.

lastly.
i found out my camp is actually on tmr.
surprise surprise.
lucky i decided to use the com today.
would be damned if i go for cca instead when i am supposed to belong elsewhere tmr.
hmm..
i am seeing the packing list now.
i see...
swimming attire ._.
should i worry?
it starts at 7.30 am tmr.
and you know that its hard to sleep in camps.
so, the only sleep i will get for these few days amounts to..
this night's sleep.
which is not going to be a lot. at this rate.
damn for a second time.
bleh

cya when i get back from camp.
i will be really grumpy by then.
and that..
is really really scary.

listening to : the click five's "kidnap my heart" &
ashley tisdale's "he said she said" :D

fortnight post!

2007-11-14T20:48:00.000+08:00

ahaha
has it been exactly 2 weeks since i touched the com?
i really think so ):
not that i did not want to.
was busy going everywhere and came back dead tired.
i mean,
never-ending barbecues, fishing, some parties/celebrations etc.. oh and a talk even haha.
hmm.. cos my father was invited to be a vip there or something
then there was an extra ticket.
and i had nothing to do.
so i went.
BIG MISTAKE.
okay just kidding.
it wasnt bad.
other than being forced to sit in the first row with the special guests like i am some important dude -.- ,
i rather enjoyed it.
talk was something about the mind and psychology and stuff.
3 separate speakers. 2 being male Korean profs and a female harvard grad
the profs were amusing to look at,
seeing them struggling with speaking in english and controlling the projector..
absolutely splendid!

as for the harvard grad..
i thought she was bimb at first.
after her turn..
hmm same impression actually, just..
less bimb. less.
lol..
oh btw, is it Oprah or Opera Winfrey.
cos i always remembered seeing it spelled as Oprah.
but a quote that the presenter adapted from Oprah in her presentation spelled her as "Opera" instead.
anyway the quote was
" the more you celebrate in life, the more there is in life to celebrate. "

have no idea about you people..
i mean i haven't really talked to any of you guys for a long time.
but the last time i have been with any of your was..
the final friday before school ended?
which was 2 weeks ago.
then, it was only with brandon.
okay it happened coincidentally.
because i MISSED breakfast on that day
can you believe it?!
and we were let out early.
so i ~~ran~~ took my time to go to j8
only mac was open at that time apparently o.0
i was queuing up to buy something.
and then happened to see brandon stoning by the toilet
god

haha in the end he accompanied me for breakfast.
btw, honey syrup goes okkayyy with milo.
but sucks with coke.
and i am so not crazy.
we went to the library later.
then after a while,
i found out he was actually ponning cca
interesting.

oops okay shouldnt have posted that.
anyway that was the last time i was out with anyone
wasn't it?

today? err.
had cca yeah.
okay on the count of 3
shout "NOKIA's THE BEST!"
3!
chorus

they helped me miss one training :DDDDD
cos they block-booked all the lanes during our training slot
HENCE,
no lanes were available for training YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAHA :D
so we ended up exploring the bowling alleys, arcade etc. for that session instead.
haha.
everybody support nokia, buy their phones and stuff
so they have the cash to block-book every single day (:

but anyway for today's session,
no Samsung, Sony Ericsson came to my rescue -.-
and there was training.
we had some rjc girls with us.
which also meant that their coach was with us as well.
haha okay this was damn funny.

there was one instance when
our ( not theirs ) coach was asking me to take note of my standing position
i replied her " uhh..what position?"
and then she started to nag at me
used to it. no need to pity me. in fact, i have learnt to enjoy it. heh ._.
so the rjc coach said
" sometimes, she is very fierce eh? like chili padi. "
i did not know that you can compare anger with chili padi.o.0
but i was trying so soo hard to prevent myself from laughing.
( as i was currently holding a gun and halfway through a shot then? )
but everyone else were laughing already.

anyway i should also mention that our coach was chinese.
so she did not exactly understand that comment.
but the laughter aroused her curiosity,
and eventually she asked around.
some really "guai" girl from rjc translated for her timidly.
but when she got to the "chili padi" part, she hesitated, then continued and translated it as " xiao la jiao " ( small/little chili )
i couldn't help myself already
"xiao la jiao"??
if you ask me,
it sounds more like a term to describe..
a cute and hot girl.
i mean it sounds cute
and well chili is hot
HAHAHAHA
heh,
imagine me saying "hello little chili"
to some random girl
lol
though it wouldn't be advisable if that girl knows how to contact me.
somehow.
because if she could,
she would question and ask me what i meant by that
then i would be stuck cos i really have no idea what to say
i mean uhh..its just for fun.
but that reason would sound really lame and no one would believe me and i would be kicking up a big fuss.
hahahhaaha

one last thing.
saw 3 guys from ri today
one was kevin, saw him at safra.
while i saw the other 2 on my way there.
but it was more of a case of them knowing me,
so i don't know their names.
funny how i always seem to meet with people.
i saw ben at queensway last week- i was buying some random crap if i am correct.
and then there was the case of shaun, the vice head boy, at orchard.

there. a fortnight post. cheers. ^^

angry me

2007-10-27T21:45:00.000+08:00

it wouldn't be the wisest thing that you will have done
wisest thing for the cca at the very least,
to make me quit.
why don't you just learn to shut up first,
when i am staring down at you straight in the eye
and when everyone else kept silent and was trying to look away almost immediately.
including the teacher.
why? you can't sense anything wrong?

people respect their senior because..
they are older and thus assumed, to have done and went through the hardships, and whatever else the younger ones are only starting to go through.
but if you do something to lose it.
then too bad.
and i don't care who you are, cca senior.
so please learn to respect my anger instead.
i don't like to use words of extremes.
i really don't.
but still,
i HATE people to shout.
even more when it's done to me.

on a lighter note.
sorry.
sorry for my erratic online habits this week.
cos i feel sleepy and tired for most of the days.
not really during school
but i just conk out later..
it has already gotten me in trouble before.
but i am glad that for the first time,
a stranger bothered to wake me up when i fell asleep in the train.
grateful to the couple of which the girlfriend pestered her boyfriend to wake me.
thanks. i guess.
and for these few days...
i wouldn't want to hurt you accidentally with my words.
so i choose not to be online okay?
sorry.

the nicest people can just be the ugliest.
sometimes.
and these "times",
whether they happen is always in your power.

something sacred.
something so beautiful.
something quiet to ease my mind.
when the pressure's takin' me over and over.

results day one

2007-10-22T21:06:00.000+08:00

i dont like roses.
just yesterday, i got pricked by roses
were they rose bushes?
but anyway i saw a stalk of rose among uhh.. bushes of thorns...
as i found out with my sense of touch.
not like i wanted to get the bloody rose in the first place.
it was just that something of mine kindof landed among them and i wanted it back.

actually it wasn't the case that i was blind and not be able to see the thorns and stuff.
but the thing is, something of mine landed on a ledge
that was one story high.
so i started to use my fingers to pull myself up and over the ledge
okay..
that and shoulder muscles i guess.
it was hundred times harder than rockclimbing or a stupid pull-up
and when i managed to heave my body over,
i found out that thorns from the lovely roses were pricking me.
in the end, i decided not to take the lost object that was nested among the roses.
the thorns were pain enough,
and i don't want to risk falling down :\

not a sucker for roses but..
there's something about it being hard to get that attracts me.
although it wasn't what i was actually looking for.
like how sometimes, you usually find things or people when you aren't looking for them or
looking for something else.
whether it is something that you might had wished for before, or not.
but when you meet with the thing or person or something, you are usually caught off-guard arent you?

pardon this nonsense.

school today was horrible.
actually it wasnt.
the lesson plan was.
the way we "conducted" it wasn't.
--for all we did was to get back our test papers.

wow. i'm surprised. i didn't fail any subjects
and i am also badly disappointed
got back 5 papers
all had crap results
take away the 4.0s
the 3.2's i had were sickeningly close to 3.6
and the 3.6 were so close to 4.0
i hate myself,
and was i like super high and drunken when i did the papers?
cos something seemed really weird and wrong.

for english paper, part of it was the comprehension.
okay i got 14/20 or something.
but when i counted my mistakes..
i counted 3 marks worth of mistake only.
one mark was that i missed a point, a true mistake.
then another one was because i used a word in the question for my answer and i had to minus the whole thing.
and the last one..
might not be a mistake cos i appealed and teacher's checking my ans now.
my answer wasn't in the answer list but someone else from some another class put a similar answer and got it right..while i got it wrong.
hope but doubt i will get the mark anyway, no offense -.-

and the 3 marks went to?
..missing out and not doing the last 2/3 questions
what the?
no i had enough time,
we were supposed to do a letter also in the same given time with the comprehension and i completed it with 10/15 mins to spare.
but i was blind, and i didnt see the giveaway questions and 3 marks flew away...

chinese..
wrong words did me in.
but i know people ( singular? ) who cheered me up with their retardness of how they did the paper.
thanks man HAHAHA x)

science, what happened?
like i lost 5/6 marks for the front part of physics cos my operations used for the calculations were completely opposite
and maths, the fraction was " /14 " all along and it suddenly became " /12" in my workings.
and when i should be studying history, i studied geog.
so that means i dint study for the eoys for history at all..
except the timespan of five mins from the time someone told me i studied wrongly and before the paper started.

havent received geog yet. not interested to know. hope i will do well/okay/not fail
did crap for the last paper
cos most people got 4.0 but i was like 1/2 marks away from it.
i was too tired to be sad.
but reality kicked in later on.
one good paper that i can be happy about please?
rather impossible, but it cant hurt to try to satisfy me ._.

i have to write some article for weird competition now,
which i had forgotten.
so i shall start now.
wonder how the concert for "the click five" and the "black eyed peas" are going now.
how i wish i could be there but..
should be a blast =x
stuck at home rushing rubbish now.
oh well, ups and downs.

to end of, it had been a wonderful day of chick flicks and smelly tissuepapers in the world of 1J today!

I got a closet filled up to the brim
With the ghosts of my past and their skeletons
And I don't know why you'd even try
But I won't lie

week ends

2007-10-19T22:13:00.000+08:00

gah.
excuses and reasons aside..
i got owned in tennis.
they are good and i know it, don't i? but..
got butt kicked playing with them for the first time.
as in jasper, jethro and some other pro guy.
he's called andrew
ny dude, p6 this year.
dsa-ed with tennis into hci.
his strokes are awesome =x
he's even better than the guys i saw playing interhouse tennis for cdiv in RI.
nevermind. lets see how he does for nationals in 1/2 years time.

chalet :D
it was wacky.
and crazy.
haahaha
but i'm lazy to post.
so tooo bad.
no pictures from me as well.
forgotten all about taking them. o.0
not like anyone did..
but its allright, cos even if they did, its gonna be porno half-naked pics anyway >.>

the last few days for school were cool.
nice movie, interesting talk and stuff
had HILARIOUS perfomance(s) and retarded sushi-making today.
superb singer in zhiyou. pity youjun dint dance ._.
heh.
and some guy was playing "numb" on the keyboard.
but the whole thing started to screw up badly after 2/3 mins.
as for the sushi thing.
i think i would have a lot of people after me if they even knew half the truth of what i did to them.
1I is one.
cos i caused water to spill at their place.
and they had to stay back and clear the mess first.
not my fault really, ryan burst the water balloon.
hoho. better than i expected.
shhhhh ;D

one last thing.
gratz to the selected prefects.
heh. they arent too scary.
bullying the right spot and sweet talking..
and i should be able to survive for the next 3 years. haha

till next post then~

EOYS gone!

2007-10-13T22:04:00.000+08:00

okay quick update fast post.
eoys ended 2/3/4 days ago right?
they did by the way, for your information. haha
exams were sooo eventful yeah!
heh, i am so damn interested to know how i will do in history hahaa
what next.

ohyes my postexam activities for the previous 2 days sucked so much more than it could have been.
i LOVE you, rain -.-
you always appear when i want to go out and do my stuff..
only thing that irritated me so far grr.
so what did i do anyway..
cant bother. forget already i guess

as for today..
had to wake up early cos had to go for some shotgun thingy today
OH YES GUYS i was sharp, on the dot and missing that 1 sec that will make me late haha
ohhh u know i rock at being punctual uh uh :D
back to the point, it was so cool.

its funner, or at least less boring than air rifle
at least for me
shotgunning moving clay pigeons heh
have 1 clay pigeon as souvenir heh
and the instructor ( nah not really, more like someone who craps around for laughs :DD ) guy there was sooo funny
listen up dudes, old people are funny heh
he's called mr tang i think

then it was lunch and back home..
for a while..
then I am out again.
hmm saw stuff, walked around, bought stuff
quite okay.
found out "catsinecradle" performs at the bar just below ( and outside ) wisma atrium
wow, dint know that
and i like them a lot.
their lead ( only actually. lol ) singer is like sooo pro
i think that they are in "live the dream", the tv show, or something isit?
were they kicked out?
dono but they are good
oh soo soo good.
and the name is cool too
the "e" in catsine becomes a "de"
so its pronounced as
cat-sin( sin as in > greed lust envy etc )-de-cray-the

what else what else for today..?
forget it.
tomorrow's class chalet...
OH YES THIS MAKES ME BLOODY HIGH BABBYY
HAH 1J lets rock the place upside down, sidee to sidee and inside out
uh uh uh
nothing is so gonna make me down now.
hmm maybe not.
for one, u can tell me that the chalet is cancelled.

by the way, what to bring?
nevermind.
need me to get some snacks as well?
even though we weren't exactly assigned and stuff
but some snacks, you know, to keep us late in the night,
accompanying us through innocent movies and equally pure games and card games eh? hahaha
well, cant hurt to bring/buy.
and do u need me to lug my bigger, heavier, less portable camera. but takes like super clear pics... ( the ones photographers use lol )
or my smaller one, similar to those that most people use?

ahhh so many questions, and nil answers
ANYWAY, I SHALL CUT THE CRAP AND WE WILL HAVE A HELL OF A BLAST!
SHAN'T WE?!

Yeah here we go for the hundredth time,
Hand grenade pins in every line,
Throw 'em up and let something shine.
Going out of my fucking mind.

Filthy mouth, no excuse.
Find a new place to hang this noose.
String me up from atop these roofs.
Knot it tight so I won't get loose.

Truth is you can stop and stare,
Run myself out and no one cares.
Dug a trench out, laid down there
With a shovel up out to reach somewhere.

Yeah someone pour it in,
Make it a dirt dance floor again.
Say your prayers and stomp it out,
When they bring that chorus in.

YEAHH!

eoys...

2007-10-07T19:23:00.000+08:00

to heaven with these exams!

...i shall go shower now.

1 day down. four more to go.
2 papers down. four more to go.

four's the way,
to the great escape.

tmr is the start of eoy

2007-10-04T21:41:00.000+08:00

YES!
tomorrow's the start of eoy..
HOW EXCITING, i cant wait.
not to mention,
i have this good feeling that i would fail all my subjects
as in eng, cl, maths, sci , geog, hist and etc.
bleah

i want to sleep now, or sometime early.
but i have to go through some stuff first.
found out that studying on the bed for these few days is much much more productive then the 200+ days ( in this year that ) i spent studying so far in front of the com.
HAH!

and then maybe,
sew a button on my pants or something.
like, during these 2/3 days
all the buttons came loose for all my pants when i was unbuttoning them
and when i made them come loose, they also broke into half

or maybe i will just get another safety pin
but its damn irritating
esp when you need to use the toilet,
you have to take the trouble to go inside the cubicle instead and take the pin out, pee or whatever and then place it back again.
having miss clumsy always by my side means getting my hand pricked too -.-

oh, thanks yuanchi for the notes today
and happy birthday daniel :D
ahh sorry i cant play with you after the eoys
cos i used up my membership already
gah =x

all the best people!

When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know ya do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through

mondayy

2007-10-01T21:25:00.000+08:00

today

science >
had some kind of chemistry test/quiz. was..okay?
actually it was super easy.
the whole paper.
i think, to me anyway.
expect at least 5-10 in the class to get full marks and above ( that is getting the bonus question right as well )
thanks to whoever who set the paper for the free marks anyway...
...mr chong? i don't really pay attention in class but..
did he say something about him setting the paper and it being mind-boggling hard? o.O

chinese >
revision for eoys. had tingxie for some "ciyu".
from my results.. i was quite okay.
for it was somewhat decided on the day itself ( today ) and in other words, only meant for those who did their own revision over the weekends.
but i didn't. and i did reasonably well. so thats good.

maths >
finally i did something for math. that is the ws he gave us before the weekends.
was also busy copying the "right presentation skills" as he went through.
like who gets " -1 mark for poor presentation" at the bottom of their paper -.-
who bothers about presentation skills when you get the right answer.
fine. i guess everybody bothers, including me if i'm being picky -.-
which i am in the mood to be now..so yeah.
copying presentation skills from the teacher doesnt mean paying attention btw, it only means paying attention to whether there are answers for you to copy.

eng/lit >
did our other oral thingy.
some kind of talkshow/interview on animal farm thingy*.
we named it " miss swan talking cock"
i kind of forgot about having to prepare for it.. so my speech was pretty much impromptu.
i am called "go-go" the goose ._. i cant think of a nice name for a goose, for goodness sake!
..and you know the goosey dance i mentioned in the speech.
it was supposed to be like the chicky dance yeah?
as in "chicky here chicky there chicky everywhere"
just that i'm a goose so i changed it to..
"goosey here goosey there etc. "
i suck at acting/talking so it didn't come out so well..
a good thing for someone would seem like a bigger fool if things were to go as planned.

history >
the period was used up for Promethium day.
hmmm..the new head prefect looks okay, should be okay. though he and the new deputy head boy do seem rather strict to me. nvm

art(/music) >
crapped about things with others. ~~drew~~ colored some things ( for art ). always the slack period

the most interesting thing that happened in class was during recess hahaha
lets see..

[ student 1 ] was teaching [ student 2 ] to do the rubix cube
[ student 2 ] wasnt bothering much about what [ student 1 ] was teaching him, still he said
" arghh. so difficult!! nevermind, i shall vent my frustration on changrui's bottle "

takes out a packet of macdonald's salt and pours into changrui's bottle.
[ student 2 ] mutters " we shall test the solubility of NaCl ( ie salt ) in water "
*shakes bottle up and down*
*wenjun looks on*
[ student 2 ] noticed that wenjun was looking envious.
so he says " here wenjun, have fun! "
*hands me a packet of macdonald's salt*

how sweet. i didnt do it but yet another packet of salt was found in changrui's bottle later on. and the reaction in the next lesson later on was OMG damningly hilarious HAAHAHHAHAHA.

an esp rare post considering that its eoys soon and stuff. but yeah its to you children out there [:
HAPPY CHILDREN"S DAY
stay innocent and young,
you know, its really amazing how the world of children compared to the world of adults is totally different.
the other day i saw this male Eurasian kid playing with an Eurasian female ( a small kid as well )
what the boy was playing/doing to the girl would be molesting and just stopping short of raping in adult terms.
i mean.. like putting err..your head under the dress and playing peek-a-boo? tickling the girl's whole body?
lol

but there was no ill intent, the 2 kids were laughing, the adults ( public ) around were smiling.
they were playing in front of me and i was stuck between choosing to wince or to smile.

its the mugging period now.
i should get some work done for today.
*yawns*
at least i know that no matter what, i would have songs accompanying me thrue the night.
i appreciate that fact in itself.
nicely put, its hard to find company nowadays and i cant be bothered anymore.
..
well..

you should be going back to studying now, blogsurfing takes up time.

com studs

2007-09-26T09:46:00.000+08:00

com studs now.
supposed to make sure the website for the proj is allright
but i already finished my share so....

heh copied information from p5/p6 portfolio
easyyy
dun think i am supposed to blog though.
however the tchr's a blind fool,
she doesnt even notice that the people she's standing in front of are playing games.
that's good i guess

will sacrifice com for people to play facebook now :D
heh
sorry for ignoring the invitations for the moment :o
i'll create my accnt after EOY's
..or maybe i will create now and just leave it as it is first ._.

eh, blogging during com studs not fun leh..
no thrill when the tchr doesnt even bother about what you do.

random

2007-09-24T22:35:00.000+08:00

Dear love
Better sit down
Bad news
Get the word out
Accidents come with conclusions

I'm numb
On the asphalt
Don't cry
Wasn't your fault
I can't feel
It's just confusion
Keep on, keep on, keep on, when I'm gone

- when i'm gone, the click five

oooaaahh
this song is making me high
not as in those kind of HIGHHHH
but those kind of high that certain songs make you ( or me anyway ) feel
o.O
this song has got to be one of the coolest i have ever heard. hah
i just love the groove ><
..and listen to the drums in the background. wow

pity the lyrics are mostly emo

oh crap, i JUST REMEMBERED i was doing work!
relax wenjun
it was a project that you thought was due in a week and twoday's time.
however, its actually due in two day's time.
you aim to finish it by today
11 pm to be exact,
but that's never gonna happen
so you will go and idle your time away at some other random things.

learn from the best..
*groans*
i have yet to find a boy who procrastinates to the extreme and yet,
somehow always manages to hand in his work on time.
=x

2007-09-21T20:40:00.000+08:00

aww.
its a friday, end of another week. dec hols are coming
crap.
so are the EOYS.
not like i study a lot for tests regularly though so nahh,
not in a good position to comment.
bleh at least the assignments and pts are coming to a stop.
these things always take up a big chunk of my time
HOLY SHENGYI these assignments..
always means less time to care about my personal life and do things i really wanna do D:

hmm..
dun feel like wasting my time and posting about school..
heh
but heck, it was amusing.
though i was slightly disappointed during philo.
didnt even finish the movie "millions"
not to mention start on another one called "The Prestige"
i badly wanted to see the show,
cos the tchr said it was good
but more importantly, it was based on a book with the same title that i read before
the book was damnn nice.
:\

lunch with others was..

john, your thinking about uhh.."that" is flawed.
okay i admit i cannot help my reaction,
but hey it doesnt mean anything!

ahh nevermind, skip lunch.
wont exactly touch on what i did later though
but it wasn't much in the first place
so...
byee

let them say what their gonna say,
but tonight i just don't really care

bad day

2007-09-20T20:58:00.000+08:00

oh wenjun, you stupid boy
just what the hell did you do to yourself again
damn it

c'mon just quit it already wont you

ahhh..shit
today was basically a crap day
well..not really
more to unlucky.
lets start chronologically.

err..assembly.
prefect nominations.
HAHAHA so funny yeah!
daniel started his speech with
*flex muscles pose*"look, i'm selling my body, perfect isnt it. wanna buy? "
hahaha
zhiyou with his eiffel tower song
but i was alrdy prepared for it cos the day before, he told me he was gonna sing a song x)
heh

gosh so...entertaining :D

gonna, cast my vote to those 2 i think
daniel for who he is,
and zhiyou with his effort
seriously lol.

CLE was oooohh.
tchr was scolding us cos my fren was using a lighter to light up magnesium ribbons in the class
LOL
and it went on to scolding a guy who had a swiss knife
and stuff.
funnyy :D
continued our movie too! ( named "millions" )
if i rmb correctly there should be about 1/3 left.
its nice by the way.

okay pe.
i..
died over here. big time D:

we were supposed to run, put hands on the rectangular thingy, push body 90degrees above ground ( i.e. perpendicular, handstand position ) hold if possible, then flip yourself over.

dono why but i screwed most of my up ):

AND THEN, on my 3rd go,
i ran up, stopped too early,
knee-d myself in the nose as i flipped from the ground,
however legs were still able to be lifted above the ground
but was wincing from the pain, and forgot to give the final kick in the air to flip over and land nicely.
body twisted around, landed back/head first,
legs gave way to gravity and knee came from above and hit the bloody nose again.
OUCH

it was..
pain. trust me ._.
soo..
there was a cut, most likely caused by the rubbing of the nose's internal bones with each other.
u dun get a cut when a blunt surface like your knee hits you, dont you?
( not wearing specs at that time, luckily )
felt like dying, minor concussion or something
excused myself,
helped the redcross guy in our class pon the rest of pe and some further lessons down the day.
at least he thanked me *faint smile*

mostly wasnt there for most of the lessons after that anyway,
cos headache and cant really think
must have looked pretty bad as well,
was pretty much excused for the rest of the day by teachers. ( to like stone? )

went sickbay a little while sometime in the day
but came back after a while.
laughter in the class would be more helpful than some rubbish deserted sickbay anyway [:
and i found out there were like blood bubbles in my nose when i went home
o.O
cos i only dared to touch my nose when i went home lol
then when i was applying a little pressure at the side of the nose
there was this "pop pop" sound/feeling
and i started to smell blood.
freaky.

thanks guys for your concern anyway.
even though i might have dao-ed any of your and to those that i reply,
gave your pessimistic replies that should have made your feel bad about yourself for even asking.
ahaha, sorry guys, i cant just lie to you
..nor can i help digging in a little at you guys x)
should be okay,
though it sucks like crap now. ><
had a nice time laughing in the toilet dint we,
when the redcross fren asked me to put a plaster over my nose.
it did not exactly exactly fit and i turned out looking retardedly funny xD
were laughing like crazy hahaha
try putting a plaster over your nose and see how you look heh (:

hey and the plaster wasn't PINK
fortunately, or that would be extremely hilarious
like last time, hmmph
watch out sweetie! ;)
how embarrassing, its the face we are talking about now anyway ><

heal fast nose, heal

song

2007-09-19T22:32:00.000+08:00

ROBYN..
as in the gal who sang "with every heartbeat"
has a new single.
its called "konichiwa bitches"
LOL

marion raven aint bad! hahaha x)

You might think I dont look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
Im attached to you
Im weak
Its true
Cuz im afraid to know the awnsers
Do you want me too?
Cuz my heart keeps falling faster
-ryan cabera "true"

birthday!

2007-09-16T01:01:00.001+08:00

haha yeah its my birthday today!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENJUN!
&benjamin, the tns topscorer
(sorry dint mean for your name to be smaller >< )

yay at least things even out
for every dumb ass born ( me ) this day, there's a clever guy there ( ben ) to even things out *laughs*
anyway, yes its his birthday!
and we share the same surname as well :D
happybirthday in advance to brandon also- his bdae's on 17th
ahhh...
brandon brandon..
funny person. ( it rhymes! o: )
sadistic too. not bad. i like that virtue xD

guess i have grown..
..
taller.
good! stay positive boy ((:
but i shall stop talking about how i have grown ( in other senses ) already.
anymore and it would be "L-less elmo" ><
though this height thing is a rather touchy topic in the first place
haha

its [5 mins past midnight] now ;D
ooohhh
shall be getting to sleep soon so this shall end fast.

WELCOME wenjun to the TEEN club!
happy birthdayyy
ay
ay ay
ayyyy ay-ay
yup lets dedicate the song "umbrella" x)
~~though maybe if u take a closer look at the lyrics, there might be another reason ;D~~

and the click five's "happybirthday!"
last but not least..

and from, the ballroom floor we are in celebration
one good stretch before our hibernation
our dreams assured and we will sleep well
sleep well, sleep well, sleep well, sleep well
; stolen-dashboard confessional

rain

2007-09-14T23:41:00.000+08:00

Rain

Clouds,
Oh lovely clouds,
the more they gather,
the more they quarrel.

Up to a point when,
everyone's as black faced as can be.
Then,
the great flood starts.

Swift as can be,
lightning's here to play
Flashing away,
like a much less needed paparazzi.

Thunder's not far back,
booming louder and louder.
In a way much too similar,
to an unappreciated commentator

© wenjun

the 2nd friday of september

2007-09-14T23:18:00.000+08:00

************

wow today was a nice friday.
school was school.
for cca today we got another temporary coach.
she's POSITVELY different than the fatone we got last time
haha
after that i went to do the geog project
it lead to a whole chain of events with other guys that i dun really talk to
..i had fun laughing and i also got some work done [:

it was nice getting to know other people more :D

AND COACHES
today is a DAY/DATE for you to remember.
its the first ever coaches day and from this year onwards,
every friday of the 2nd week of September would be as well.
remember okay!!
this day means you owe us a treat back (:

hmm my cca dint celebrate today but.. softball cca did. they had some kind of dinner. cool!

though one of the guys i know in softball was complaining that he is short on cash now. spent on a gift (??) or dinner i guess. haha

!good wednesday

2007-09-12T22:59:00.000+08:00

hoho
about myself as in health and stuff
for today and..
the day before and whatever was HMMMM
but less bitching, more crap done
so i shall just skip that (:

but..school was cool.
it has always been with 1J :D
though some parts of today were a bit.. o.O

short post sorry..
but to mr seah
thanks for everything today!
always had a BIG sweetspot for nice people
heh
`goodnite!

p.s. what happens if i fail character leadership education ( cle )test tmr?
i have no idea what mr lai was talking about..
something about relationships?? was it that?